Baby, Baby, Baby NOO! ||Justin Bieber||

Chp. 20: What If This Happens Again, and I'm Not There?

a/n : ONE MROE CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Justin

I walked back into my room. Selena sat on my bed again.

"Hey." she said, her voice as soft as a whisper. I couldn't even look at her. I sat on my bed, and she scooted over next to me, running her hands through my hair.

"Stop." I said. "I'm not in the mood." Selena sighed.

"Just forget her." she said. "She never did trust you anyways."

I looked at Selena, and for the first time, I didn't feel the same way towards her. I felt anger, and hurt when I looked into her eyes.

"What?" I asked. "What are you talking about?"

Selena rolled her eyes. "She never trusted you. I'll bet she went off on you when she saw that picture of us."

"shut up." I said. Selena's eyes grew wide.

"Excuse me?" she said.

"Your excused." I said, standing. "Just...stay out of my life." I walked out of my room, and down towards the parking lot. Lynn's car was still there. I stood there, pulling my hood over my head. I placed my hands on the hood of her car, and sighed.

Turning around, I looked up. I saw a figure standing on the roof, and I ran up the fire escape to the roof. I stuck my head up a little, to see Lynn and her friend sitting on the ground. Lynn wipped her face of tears and smiled at her friend.

I sat down, and my heart ached. I'm the one that made her cry. Selena was just an add on to her anger. She has a right to be pissed.

I stood, and Lynn looked at me and frowned. Her friend stood also, and flipped her hair out from her eyes.

"You've got some balls, kid." she said. "To show your face up here."

I stood on the roof, and looked down at Lynn as she looked away. The pain in my chest grew, and I thought I was going to fall to my knees, bawling my eyes out.

But that would make me look pathetic.

"I need to say something." I said. I tried my hardest to keep my voice steady.

"We don't wanna hear it." the friend said.

"You Amber?" I asked.

"Hell yea." she said.

I took a deep breath. "Just hear me out."

Amber looked down at Lynn, who looked down at her hands.

"Go on." she said. Lynn looked up at her suddenly.

"You don't have to believe me." I said. "If I found you kissing someone I didn't like, I'd be really pissed too."

"Not only pissed." Lynn spat. "I feel hurt, lied to."

"I know." I said, looking down. "But...I didn't mean to."

"Sure." Lynn said, looking away. "And I didn't mean to interupt either."

That hit a nerve.

"I honestly didn't. When Selena kissed me...I don't know what happened." My voice cracked. Won't be long until I'd be bawling. "I will admit, I did like her."

"Told you." Lynn said, looking at Amber. Water dripped from her eyes. I couldn't tell if it was ain or tears.

"But that was before I met you." Lynn looked over at me. "When I met you, I knew I'd never like Selena like I liked you."

"Aww.." Amber said quietly. Then her attitude changed. "Then why was she all over you?"

"and why didn't you stop her?" Lynn added.

"Cause..I don't know." I said. "Those feelings that I thought were dead showed up."

Lynn shook her head, and looked down.

"Can you give me a second chance?" I asked. She looked at me. There was a long pause before she answered.

"No."

That tore my heart out of my chest. Tears brimmed my eyes and flew down my cheeks.

"W-What?" I asked, studdering.

"I don't think we could be...together." Lynn said, standing. Tears also streamed down her cheeks. "what if this happens again and I'm not there to knock on your door?"

I looked down, wipping the tears away, but they continued to fall.

"Goodbye Justin." Lynn said, walking by me. She gave me a soft kiss on the cheek, and walked down to the parking lot.

Amber passed, and punched my shoulder lightly.

"Nice to meet you." she said, and followed behind Lynn. I stood on the roof, and watched them drive away.

When their car disappeared, I went back to my apartment. Selena left, and I curled up into a ball under my blankets.

And for the first time in a while I cried myself to sleep.