Valé : Ł.H fanfic x

Leavïng : part two

My minds a blur, my body physically shaking
I hear my door open, mum comes and sits on the bed beside me her face faint. "Eila-Mae" she says leaving a gap in between "you know this is the only way for us all , you leave in two days"
I feel a lump form in my throat... I get up and slam my hands on my desk making everything on it fall, I yell and scream things I can't even remember. I run outside slamming the door behind me, running no where and everywhere at the same time.

I process things for awhile. Somehow my mum thinks it's okay to cheat on my dad and treat him like shit. Concoct our minds to make us think it's all our fault ... Make my dad hate my family and drive him to leave the state, and then get pregnant with who even knows who the father is. tell me because of this pregnancy I have to leave and live with my nana in another country because she can't afford to raise me and my new sibling. And for her to still think she's completely innocent.

I find a empty bench soaking wet from the previous nights rain... I sit down and pull out my phone I unravel my headphones from the screen and see I have two messages

~mum~
Better be home before 5 cause I have to go to work and we've only got one key

~nana~
Hey darling, you all packed and ready ... So excited to see you X

I reply to nana
- hi nana .. No :/-
And decide to just delete the text from mum
I shove my head phones in and the lyrics of mayday parade fill my head

I just sit there, steering at the grey sky.
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*around two hours later

*bing
~mum~
I told you , looks like you don't have a bed to sleep on tonight.

"Shit" I deleted the message and started walking back 'home' to see if there was any possible way of braking in.
*thunder strikes*
"Of fucking course" I mutter sprinting and kicking pebbles into puddles as I do. Rain pouring down, I run past a park to see family's doing the same as me.

"Come on little fucker"
*glass braking
"Yes ahah beat that mum and your no bed tonight" 
I crawl in dodging as much glass as I can. I grab an apple while passing the table and go straight to my room.automatically slamming the door behind me, looking at my self in the mirror I throw my apple out the window, where I store most of my food, grab a suitcase out of my closet and start packing.

*opens box
"No way" all my old photos, of when life was good, when it was easy and everyone was happy. When I auctilly had friends and didn't push them away. When I talked to my family members and told them I loved every time we said good bye. Tears start rolling down my face and I decide I need to distract my self with more music. Plugging my phone onto my speaker and shuffle  my playlist.

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A/N who else loves Mayday parade 💦
It might take a few chapters to get properly into the storey and what's going to happen sorry
But the next chapter she would be at the airport meeting her nana :) X
- maddy Mae 🤘🏽