Running from Fear-- SOA story

Here Goes Nothing-Chapter 1

This is my first story and please don't judge. I hope you like it. :)

Zelena's POV---

We have been driving for quite some time now. The kids have been good with this car ride surprisingly. We only had to stop a hand full of times maybe a little bit more. Driving from Montana to Charming, CA is a little far for some kids but not super far. We have been driving for a day and a half and we're about 10 minutes away from our destination.

"Mommy, when are we going to be there?" My five year old, Tristan asked me sitting next to his sister Emma. I looked at him through the rear view mirror. "We're almost there, baby. How is your sister doing?" I asked him paying attention back to the road. "She's doing good she's sleeping right now but it looks like she's going to wake up." He said sitting back in his sit.

Emma is my youngest for now she's 9 months old. The reason why I was saying she's the youngest for right now is because I'm 6 months pregnant. I got pregnant really fast right after I had Emma. I don't know if it's a boy or girl. I don't want to know I want it to be a surprise. Your all probably wondering why I'm going to Charming.

The reason I'm going is because of my father. I have never meant him before and I never knew who he was until about a year or so ago when my mom died. She finally told me after 23 years. I'm 25 now and going to have 3 kids under the age of 6. From what my mother told me before she died that my father had no idea that she got pregnant. My mom said she thought it was best that I never knew for what reason I didn't know. I guess I'll find out.

I'm pulling into a parking lot of what it looks like is a mechanic shop called Teller-Morrow. My mom told me he worked here the last she knew. I pulled into a spot and parked my Dodge Journey. "Tristan I need to be good for mommy and listen, okay baby?" I told him while getting out to get him and Emma out. "Yes mommy." He said smiling at me standing next to me. I smiled at him and then got Emma out of her car seat. She is wide awake now. She's in a good mood. Smiling up a storm. "Here goes nothing." I said out loud holding Emma on my hip and holding Tristan's hand.

We started walking towards the office when a lady about my height with dark hair and blonde in it comes up to me. She looks about how old my mom would be. "Hello, can I help you with something?" She asked me while studying me. "Uh yeah, sure. Sorry, I'm looking for someone." I said looking back at her. She gives me this look that I can't tell if it's a good or bad look. "Please don't tell me your looking for someone name Jax." She said now eyeing me up. "Um no. I'm actually looking for someone name Filip Telford. Is he here by chance?" The lady face softened and gave me this look and then said "why do you need to speak with him?" I looked back at her and around my surroundings and noticed a couple people in the shop watching us. "I'm sorry but that's between me and him for now. Is he here or do you know where I can find him?" I asked getting a annoyed with her trying to butt into my business. She chuckled and shook her head at me. "Yes, he's here hold on a second." She said and turned towards the shop and yelled "Chibs! Someone here is looking for you!" She turned back to me smirked and started to turn away. "Thank you." I said with a little smile. She waved me off and walked back in to the office. A guy started walking towards me while wiping his hands off with a little towel. "What can I do for you lass?" He said with a Scottish accent. "Filip Telford?" I said really nervously and watching him really closely. I can't believe I'm meeting my father. I don't think he has a clue on who I am. He laughed at me and replied, "yes, what can I do for you lassie? Is there something you need?" He said looking at me and then looking at my kids then down at my belly. "Uh, yeah. I'm sorry this is a little nerve raking. There's something I need to tell you and I know you won't believe me." I said looking back at him trying to read his look that's on his face. He shook his head and said "lassie, if you came here trying to tell me those kids or kid is mine, your lying. I have never seen you before." That kinda took my by surprise a little bit. He's thinks I'm here to tell him or con him into thinking Tristan, Emma or this baby is his. I laughed and shook my head and looked right into his eyes that are similar to mine in a way. "No, I'm not here to try to con you that your my kids father. They have the same father that were trying to forget. My name is Zelena, Zelena Cross. You knew my mother, Victoria Cross." I said looking back at him waiting for the information to hit him and it did. The look on his face told me that he knew and remembered my mother. "Okay, if your not here because of them then why are you here?" He asked me watching me. "I think you know why I'm here. You had whatever you want to call it with my mother 26 years ago." I said watching his body language and the look one his face. I saw it sink in and the look on his face looked like denial. "I don't think so lass. That's impossible." He said looking at me and then to Emma and Tristan. "It's not impossible and you know it. I saw the look on your face. I'm sorry for just coming here out of the blue and throwing this on you but we had no where else to go." I said watching him more closely. He was about to say something until the noises of motorcycles cut him off. I started to panic a little, okay a lot. Oh, God they find us was all I kept thinking. About  10 or more started pulling into the parking lot. "Oh, God. I'm sorry for coming here. Forget I was even here." I said rushing back to my vehicle with Tristan still holding on my hand. "Tristan, get in your seat okay? Be a big boy for mommy." I said lifting him up and a little and watched him sit down and then started getting Emma buckled. "Did they find us mommy?" Tristan said buckling him self. "I think so, baby but we won't stick around to find out." I said as I finished buckling Emma in. I shut the backseat door and opened up mine about to get in when someone grabbed my door before I could shut it. I jumped and looked right at the person that grabbed it. It was my dad, I mean Filip. "You can't just leave like this lassie. We need to talk about this." He said looking at me concerned. "I can't stay here when he's found me. I'm sorry." I started to close it again and Filip let go of the door. It shut and I started the car. "When who found you?" He said looking around and didn't see anyone that he didn't know. "I'm sorry." Was all I said and then started pulling out of the parking lot. I looked in my rear view mirror to see Filip standing there looking confused.

Filip "Chibs" POV----

I stood there still shocked from finding out I have daughter. A daughter that has 2 kids and one on the way. I watched her pull out of the lot and drive away. I wish I knew why she was running and why she got so scared when she saw Jax, Clay and everyone return from a run they did. I had no way to find her or contact her. "Who was that, brother?" Jax said walking up and pat me on the back. I looked at him and shook my head. "Just found out I have a daughter and I'm a grandfather." I walked back to the shop leaving it at that.