keep thinking your ugly part 2

Well here we are again that morning after my friends mother said she will beat her I left her home and they she call me and said why did you come to my house

Cause for one you don't need to be calling me at 12:00 at night telling me about some boy who wants to talk to me and give the boy my number.

My best :well I don't think we should be best friends anymore

Me: well I guess so if it is like that now with you

Best: hung up

Me: well mommy I guess you're my only best friend now

Mommy: why you say that what happen between you and your best friend song

Me: nothing I want to talk about it's time to start a new life after dinner I went up to my room and started writing in my diary about everything that happened between me and my best friend I got a call from my old best friend who says she was in town and that she wanted to see me I was happy when I was going to make my best friend a new best friend again that I didn't see in a long time so I went to see her at the mall and we remembered everything we laugh and joke remember old times and we laugh about it

Old best: guess what

Me:what

Old best: I have a little boy he is one his father is very intelligent he does everything for him I never thought my life would turn out like this every since I left you I think it was about 2 years ago anyway your the godmother of him I want you to see him soon

Me: I am so happy for you and I would love to see him oh my god baby when can I see him

Old best: as soon as possible i would like for you to see him today but he's not around he will be around tomorrow tho

Me: okay then I will see him tomorrow oh what's he's name

Old best: his name is jojobe but for a nick name we call him joe

Me: nice pick of names

Old best: thanks I tried to make it as his fathers but he says he didn't want his son to be a junior he wanted to be like every other person in the world what I don't understand do you but i think he is one of other people in the world don't you know that

Me: yes I knew that I am like everyone else in the world so what is it I think you should name him as you want or like you want

Old best: I did but enough about me so what about you

Me: oh where do I start to make a long story short so I won't go through the whole story I have a best friend who called me at 12 o'clock at night to talk about some boy and then I went to her house to see what she was talking about than her mother found out and said she would beat her senseless if she ever leave the house at 12 o'clock at night and that's what happen

Old best: oh really that's what happens now that I'm back you have a better life for the better friendship and we'll make up for what we missed in each others lifes

Me:thank for meeting me today now I have to go because my boyfriends

Old friend: before you go take my number down 973 234 1020

Me:okay I already got it then I started to leave when I got to my house my boyfriend was like

Boyfriend: where have you been you haven't been pick up your phone you act like you can't answer it and the next time answer because of what if i was dying what would you do then if I was die you will feel real stupid wouldn't you

Me: First you talking to me like I don't leave you with money for you to eat and the next time you talk to me you better come current don't you ever talk to me like that ever again now I am done talking

Boyfriend: so that's it you just going to say you done talking I don't think you are we have a lot to talk about

Me: like what talking about having baby again if you are now is not a good time when I have things going on so it's not happening

Boyfriend: we are going to have one

Me: sorry but I'm just not have it

Boyfriend: you never no you can be pregnant right now

Me: well then I'll go to the doctor tomorrow to see if I am NOT I'll tell you if I am so please stop bugging me about it

Boyfriend: okay

Me: so the next day I went to the doctor to see if I was or not I wasN't so happy because I didn't want to go but I still have to see if I wasn't because if I am i promise him that I would keep it and if I wasn't i will laugh like a fool after I came from the doctors he told me that I was and I was mad at it because he told me I pregnant and then I want to my car and cry and cry so hard and I feel like I just needed someone to talk to so I can tell them about it so I call my best friend

The call: hey bestfriend I have something to tell you what is it I am 1 week pregnant oh my god what is it everything what can I say about it he jinxed me the night before I went to the doctit's the next day and what happened this happened well did you tell him no because I no what he's going to say what is he going to say? I told you so well you have to tell him tho okay I will okay talk to you later ok

Me:after I hung up with my bestfriend I called my boyfriend to tell him

The call: hey boo hey how did the doctors go not so good why is that because I'm pregnant I told you so I knew you would say that now I hope it's a girl okay bye

Me: after I told my boyfriend I was pregnant I no the biggest part is telling mother and I no she was going to say what baby you have or babies are you bring in to this world and how you going to buy things for it cause you don't have no money and you no what am going to say I ain't got time for all that so you no the best thing I am going to do is not tell her so for more help I called my bestfriend

The call: best friend I need help what do you need help with telling my mother about me having a baby tell her I can't why because she's not going to let me have it so than don't tell her that's what am saying right but it's not that ez well than I don't no what to tell you well okay bye and I hang up

Me: so I am sitting think about what am i going to do about this it is crazy how things like this keep happening to me so I called boyfriend up

The call: baby I want something to eat okay I will bring you some okay baby it's a let that we need to do for this baby that I am having to tomorrow I am going to be one month and going back to the doctors to see what we are having and you need to be there okay I will be there okay and haig up

Me: so now I call my bff to see what she up to

The call: best what up nothing much how that baby good making me ear everything I see hahaha it happens your get used to it do you remember Phillip yes well I seen him today he looked kind of crazy he don't look the same I think he got into that stuff that girl got into oh I think it was his girlfriend right probably I don't know but the last time I see him I wanted to take him but then I thought about it because you know how in high school boys they dropped out is starting hauging around the streets you because I seeing another person but I can't figure out his name because it was the boy who use to hanging out with us I think about you talking about I think I know what person you're talking about okay well they all just alike and I can't really think about them right now because I'm pregnant and sleepy