Hey im eliza smith and im just your odernary girl from la and here is a few things about my self :
1.i self harm i know I need to stop but I can't help it. I got scars everywhere and I think I'm ugly.
2.i have eating disorders and my parents have never notice because their too busy taking matthew to fancy restaurants and leaving me home alone in this big as mansion
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3.my bffl christina jones commited suiced because her parents died.
and loads more imperfections,who would what to love a scarred pathetic bitch who know one cares about.well ive got new neighbours tomorrow yay,hint the sarcasm but i might play the song me and christina wrote.
so i got out my guitar and started to play our song
"Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive"~we used to love everyone but then my brother got famous them my mum and dad started to ignore me.
"We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still"~we always looked at pictures and cry together and see how much we changed even if we die we will always be there for each other.
"So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home"~we always had a picture of each other and then if we were to die how much pain it would cause us.
"Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know (know)
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die"our x-boyfriends helped us but it was all a dare
"We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
Times forever frozen still"
So you can keep me Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
"And if you hurt me
That's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go"~we would have fights but we would go through thick and thin
"Wait for me to come home [4x]"we would think this after going out and promising each other to bit disappear
Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul
And if you hurt me
Well, that's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go
"When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,~we met on 6 blocks away..
"Wait for me to come home." the last thing christina said to me before going to look for her parents.
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Fanfiction16 year old Eliza smith hates the world she thinks it's an awful place she gets bullied,her parents dont even like her they love her brother ,Mathew ,more because he had a successful career flowing. 5 boys move next to her their famouse but she dont...
