Our Destruction...

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I knew it would happen.  Him and I weren't going to last forever.  But her I am sitting on my boyfriend Brantley's bed shifting my legs from side to side out of anxiousness.  The longer he stares at me with that pitiful look the less hopeful i get.  "So, are you gonna do it or not?" I ask putting my hands between my legs to hide the shaking.  He cocks an eyebrow at me and speaks.  "Do what?"  i stand up and walk to him.  "You know what.  To break up with me."  He pulls me to his chest and strokes my hair.  "I-you-we-..."  He starts but i just push him away and it shocks us both.  I see the hurt and pain in his eyes.  "Don't explain.  We can't do this to each other."  I say grabbing my shoes and coat from his dresser.  i start for his door and he grabs my arm.  He kisses my forehead and lets me go.  "i don't know what happened, we were so perfect."  i stare in is green eyes and i feel like i am tearing apart but its okay.  We weren't meant to be and that is just how it has to be...