POV LAUREN
After they kicked me out of the mall permanently because the conflict that happened, I ran to search Camila, what I did was wrong, but jealousy invaded my body.
I went to her home and her mother told me that she hasn't know anything about her, she invited me to sleep at her house so I could wait until Camila was home. Her mom, my mother in law, have always treated me so good, she knows I make Camila happy and even if she doesn't agree with out relationship, she has never disrespect me, she always looks for Camila's happiness.
I stayed all the night there, calling Camila every five minutes. Fuck, why does she doesn't answer her phone.
-Lau, Camila called, she said that she's going to stay at her friend's house, but it's late so stay here, sleep on her room, you're always welcome- Her mother said with a warm smile on her face.
My body burned knowing that she stayed at Taylor's house, it was obvious. And it was also obvious that they were going to do more than just sleep. Why did I was so stupid? It was true, Taylor was going to take her away from me when she had the first opportunity and well, she got it, and she took it.
I felt a tear running down my cheek, Camila was now on the arms of another girl that wasn't me and I couldn't take it.
I started to cry like I have never did before,I didn't sleep, not even just a minute in the night, I checked my phone every five minutes to se if there were news about Camila, but there weren't any
My alarm sounded, I can't believe I didn't sleep anything at night, I looked horrible and not even my makeup could hide my eyes bags and my big red eyes.
I got out of her home and climbed on my car, my hands were shaking and my view was blurry, Camila is going to break up with me, I'm sure.
I drive to school and entered practically running to search Camila, but no one has seen her came in. I give up, she isn't going to come.
In the moment I thought that, Camz and Taylor entered laughing, I can't talk with her right now, I can't be so close at Taylor without killing her right there, so I wait until Camila went to her locker and Taylor to her class.
Taylor left Camila at her locker and gave her a kiss sooo close to her lips, I clenched my fists and punched the wall.
Once she was alone I got closer to Camila, when she noticed my presence, she just looked at me with a mixture of anger and disappointment.
-Honey...-I took her by the waist and put her closer to me, she wasn't looking at me in the eyes, she had cheated on me I could see it on her look, she was ashamed about what she did and I would forgive her. Because for the fist time I felt what she's been feeling this last three years.
-Lauren...-She looked at me, her eyes were watery
-I'm sorry baby, I didn't want to lose you, jealousy invaded me, I love you- I started to cry- I didn't sleep all night waiting for a call from you, and I knew you were with Taylor and I deserve it- What I was saying was barely understandable.
-Yeah honey, it doesn't matter
Her answer took me by surprise, I kissed her and for the fist time since yesterday I felt calmly, but this lips have been on someone else's and that made me cry harder.
She hugged me asking me to go to her house so we could talk about what was going to happen between us, I took her hand and made our way to my car.
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