Not every story will have a happy ending.
Not everyone will be able to live happily ever after, even when they're meant to be...
Preface
Is this really the right thing to do? I asked myself as I looked at the tiny pill in between my fingers. I rolled it around and sighed.
I will miss you; but most of all Summer will miss you. How will she grow up without her mother by her side to help her every step of her way?
Do you want her her to have a motherless life like you did? asked the voice inside my head. I shook my head and felt tears spilling out of my eyes. NO!!! I have to do this! I've already told Summer I'm leaving. She knows! I screamed back at my voice.
No, there's no going back now, I thought as I crossed the room to my writing desk. I carefully dropped the pill back into its container, listening for the "plunk!" as it hit the bottom. Satisfied, I set the container aside before I pulled out several sheets of paper from my desk drawer and began to write.
They'll understand, I hope, I thought as I furiously poured my heart out on those sheets of paper. This is my only chance to say anything before I go.
Raf, please forgive me... Summer, momma's sorry. And Ash... I still love you.
