Live For You (brittana) glee

It's Just A Nightmare

(Santana's Pov)

It's been two days and we always start the same way. She comes in asking to stay and learn more about me and then she asks me about my parents and what exactly happened and today is the day where I tell her. I watch her movements and see she genuinely care about what happen.

"Why do you care if I'm hurting. I'm suppose to be helping you out remember" I say looking forward as I sigh.

"you saved my life not on one but several occasions. 10 times to be exact that you helped me. 4 of which were really deadly. I can't just let someone help me and not care about them. I don't know you and how you are but I know that anyone going through this much pain is not healthy" she says and I look at her. I watch as my stare makes her uncomfortable and I smile.

"My parents died last year in 2015. However the last six months I've been feeling guilty about it all" I say and watch as she watches me.

"How did they die" she asks and I look away and gulp.

"Car accident" I say and I try to continue but I open my mouth for no words to come out.

"Why is it your fault then" she says frowning, confused.

"I begged my parents to switch hospitals. My mother......she had cancer. I already lost Jessie I didn't want to lose anyone else. My parent drove across an icy bridge and there was a drunk driver. They swerved and drove right off the bridge. The temperature of the water killed them" I say with watery eyes.

"They would still be alive if it wasn't for me, I kill them" I whisper slowly.

"you didn't kill them, the drunk driver and the water did. You were doing what best for your mom. Your the best of the best and that's your mother. You were doing nothing but looking out for her and I'm sure she doesn't blame you. Letting this eat you up is not necessary" she says but I refuse to acknowledge any of it.

"Look at me" she say and I ignore her voice. She grabs my chin and tilt my head gently towards her. I watch as she watches me.

"you need to let go. They are not dead because of you. They chose to come, the driver chose to be drunk and no one have control of the weather. However, this was none of your doing" she says and let go. I lay down on the couch which is pretty huge

"How do you know" I say and she just frowns.

"Know what" she says and I look up at her.

"That they have forgiven me" I say and she smiles.

"Do our parents ever not forgive us for something we've done. I'm sure they're saying it wasn't your fault but if you need us to say it, we forgive you" she says and I smile.

"Here" I say giving her the remote to the tv.

"I'm going to bed" I say and frown at those words. I don't remember the last time I ever slept in an actual bed or lay down at that part. I usually collapse doing work.

"Goodnight Brittany" I say and she smile.

"Goodnight Ms. Lopez"

I wake up and I'm at the bridge of the crash. I see the drunk driver car crashed to pieces with him inside badly beaten and I look to see my parents car are in the water.

"Santana" my mother say and I look at my parents. The both look angry and I get ready to be scolded. Maybe the talk didn't work.

"Hi" is all I say as they charge towards me. I close my eyes prepare to get hit or something but I get hugged.

"We would never blame you for our accident. Santana we heard you beg but wasn't listening. We made the decision on our own to come" my father says and I watch as they smile at me.