Dear say I, that my body fell from the heavenly skies.
Oh say me, I open my eyes, and spew with lies.
Dear friend, I'm sorry to say I'm at it again. For I have lost the battle of my minds' wicked end.
Lost again, lone in the night, my past is so dark it leaves no light.
Nightmares of my mind, trap my soul, they intertwine.
I shall be alone, for I have nowhere to go. Hell is my life, demons told me so.
Trapped inside my body, I fight and I scream only to realize the person I'm fighting..is me.
Oh is may, I'm sinking down on this blasted day.
For I'm falling into a dark abyss , my failed love, leaves me with one last kiss.
I twirl round and round never seeming to touch, this hard cursed ground.
I dream of this day—where my knight in shinning armor will come and whisk me away. Just to realize, within this prison, I must stay.
In shackles and chains, my broken heart gets ripped again by loves cold hands where the fake happiness first began.
Loneliness is such a awful feeling, but a feeling no less. When it will end, will be my own guess.
Dear say I, I guess we all take turns to die. By the souls that call themselves people, their hateful words leave me crippled. For we are all just a disguise, made to believe all of our wicked lies; of life.
Ahh what a prize, that we earn you and I.
But why oh why, does it have to be so hard!
I scream at the sky, cursing it's vivid blue, I begin to cry
For you see, this life story I reveal, and within my skin, I start to peel. This whole happy ending, isn't really real.
Peace and love tattooed on my wrist, and with my knife I take that risk. Because the meaning behind the symbol is something we all dream, but never achieve.
With this truth I spread my wings and fly, hopefully,
to be free.
