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I was sat at the beach with all my friends, I was spending my last day with them before spending time with my family, I was moving all the way across the world tomorrow to California all the way from Sydney, im going to miss it here but I think I need to make this move, for me career and my life.

My Youtube career had kicked off about a year ago, I was now at 7 million subs on my main channel and 5 million on my vlogging channel, my vlogging channel was getting more and more popular thoug because I try to vlog everyday. My subs like to know what I get up to and I like letting them know, they take the time to watch my videos and support me so its the least I can do.

Right now my best friend Hannah who was moving with me, had my vlogging camera in her hand making me laugh, my subs loved her just as much as they loved me which was cute, I kept telling her to make a channel but she just wouldnt do it, one day I will convince her.

"So Chloe, are you excited about tomorrow?" she asked pointing the camera at me, I just laughed at her.

"More than anything, I cannot wait to get to Cali and hopefully meet many of you guys! I have never been to California so I hope to meet a lot of you!" I said taking the camera from her, I was talking into the camera ignoring all the looks I was getting by people walking down the beach, I was used to it by now and learned to ignore it. My other friends are used to it by now, at first they found it so weird and hated being on camera but it became like second nature to them now when I had my camera out.

"How about we go for one last surf?" one of my other best friends Zack said, I just grinned and nodded my head, I put my camera away just as zack threw mw over his shoulder making me let out a very loud scream.

"Zack, put me down!" I was pounding on his toned back making him laugh, "Hannah grab my board!" I yelled, giving up on trying to get down, he was too strong for me. We reached the water and he threw me in, he dropped his board in the water too and climbed on it and started to paddle out behind the break.

Hannah brought my board and I followed Zack, we caught a few waves having a laugh, we were now just sat out the back on out boards, Hannah had gone back to the shore with everyone else, I would have gone back too but I wanted some alone time with Zack.

I was really going to miss him, he had been my best friend since the age of 3, our parents were friends growing up too, at one point I had a crush on him, I think I must have been about 14, but he had a girlfriend so I knew he didnt feel the same way, over time my feelings faded and I got into a relationship by the age of 15, his name was Troy, and he was an amazing guy, he would treat me right, we stayed together for 3 and a half years and only broke up about 4 months ago.

Everyone who was subbed to my channel absolutely loved Troy, they would always call us the perfect couple, they even said that one day we would get married, and I believed that too, until one day I found him in bed with one of his best friends, he always said he only thought of her as a friend and we for on great, but it turns out he was sleeping with her for about 6 months and the got her pregnant, you could say I was heartbroken, I still am if im being honest, I mean he got her pregnant and now their together, its another reason I wanted to get away, I didnt want to see them everyday with their kid, knowing that, that could have been me and him one day.

I didnt tell my subs for about 2 months until they started asking questions, noticing that he was nowhere to be seen in any of my videos, or my instagram pictures, I had to come out and tell them, I told them the whole truth, maybe I shouldnt have done that but I couldnt lie to them, they had supported me through everything.

I looked over at Zack to see him staring at me, I know now he has feelings for me, he told me one night when he was drunk, this was when I was still with Troy, but he never did anything about those feelings, he was just there for me when Troy and I broke up, and that is what I loved about him. Ill admit, Zack is super attractive, he had blonde hair that swept over his forehead, amazing green eyes that you could get lost in for days, a very contagious beautiful smile with perfect teeth, he had a very toned and tanned body and most importantly he had the most amazing personality, he knew how to treat a girl, he would never be able to hurt a girl. I would be lucky to date him but I just didnt see him like that anymore.

"What are you thinking about?" he asked pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Just how much im going to miss you," I said finally feeling sad, it was suddenly hitting me that I wont be seeing my best friend everyday. He jumped off his board and climbed onto mine pulling me into his chest.

"Im going to miss you too Chlo, so fucking much!" I could stop the tears, I really loved him and I didnt want to leave him.

"I love you Zack," I mumbled into his chest, I felt him kiss the top of my head.

"I love you too chlo," he said, "more than you will ever know," he whispered I think more to himself, I dont think I was supposed to hear that do I just ignored it. 

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