Maybe | Kian Lawley Fanfic

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I looked at him while he leaned into my face.He then planted his lips softly on mine.Our lips connected and began to move in rhythm slowly.I soon felt tiny sparks light up all inside of me.I then felt his hand travel down to my waist.Pulling me closer ,feeling the touch of his body.

I then pulled away."Wait."I said pushing away .
"What?Whats wrong ?" Kian said
"I-I can't do this"I said looking at the floor
"Yes you can"he said placing his hand on my chin and lifting it up slowly.
"Look Kian ,even though I've known you for so little you seem like a great guy but I can't be doing this .at least, again"I said pulling away from him
"Again?"he said concerned "Alana what do you mean?"
"I knew I shouldn't have said anything"I said looking away.
"what do you mean by 'again' ?" He said looking into my eyes.

There it was .Once again .It's like I can kinda see the softness in his eyes.It was hard to look away if im being honest.

"Look The last time I dated one of my brother's friends it didn't end so well"

"Woah who said anything about us dating ?"he said "I'm far from that with you ,with anyone really"
he chuckled

Once he said that it hit me again, the fact that he was or is a complete douche and a fuckboy.It made me forget about all the good I saw in him.

Why does he do this?One minute he lures you in and acts like he cares and the next he doesn't give any shits.

"Are you fucking kidding me?"I said glaring at him now.

I then began to leave the room and walked upstairs to get my car keys and my phone.I heard him yell from downstairs "Awhh c'mon baby don't be like this" he laughed not taking me any seriously . I walked down stairs quick and out the door because I knew he'll follow me.As I made my way downstairs and then walking to the front door ,I heard footsteps behind me before him trying to talk to me again.
"Awh c'monn"he said grabbing my wrist while I tried to leave.
I then finally pulled off from his grip and shut the door behind me.

I got in the car immediately turning on my phone to get my friends address.One of my bestfriends,Jade, had recently just moved to LA so I was gunna stop by since I needed her at this moment and I kinda also promised her that I'll visit her while I'm there .She texted back and I drove off .

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I then finally got to the cordial apartments .I got off the car searching for her apartment number .As soon as I got to her front door I knocked.She opened the door screaming .
"Omg!Your here ahh!" She said making me laugh.
Jade and I talked for awhile about what we've both been up to and then I told her all about me staying here in la with Jc and what happened between me and Kian.
"Aw it's alright " "you can stay at my place tonight if you want"she said "yea ok"I said smiling
"Wait ,I also just got invited to a party tonight ,wanna come ,to get your mind off things?"she offered.
I first thought about when Kian invited me to that one party but then I remembered that was on Thursday so he might not be there.I mean he couldn't possibly be going it's probably something small and he probably doesnt even know anyone there" I assumed.
"Yea ok lets go"I said confidently.

I needed this for myself.I really did.I mean school,Kian ,and family problems.I needed to let loose.Be free.With Jc over my shoulder all the damn time too.

"Ok yay" she cheered.
"But first we need to get new outfits"she said

So we made a stop at the mall and bought ourselves new outfits and a few new makeup products .Its hard to resist to be honest.Then, we made another stop to Wingstop because we were feeling hungry.

We then made our way back home .I took a shower and watched a little bit of Shameless to buy some time.Then I began to get ready.

After about I would say a two hours, we were ready.

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