Sitting under the sky lit with stars,
I think of the day you left me.
A sole tear rests on my cheek,
And now all I have is memories to take a peek.
Well in real No memories to cherish, the only memories I had was everything that perished.
All I have now is the sleepless nights, That never end up having you besides.
I wander in search for solace every night, But all I find is darkness at every sight.
I wish if you could only come back,
I wish if I would've forgiven you back,
I wish if I could only have realized your worth,
I wish if I would've put you forth,
I wish if it wasn't this late,
I wish if it was all fake,
I only wish it was.
And now I feel the guilt ripping me apart,
And I punish myself for breaking you apart.
Everyday I try to be free,
But at the end I'm burning.
Burning from inside,
Begging, pleading and asking You Mom to just come back.
Everyday I try to be free,
Try to put up a face that no one can see.
Try to hide away all the pain I feel.
Creating a wall that no one can break through.
But SHE was always there to break in through without fear.
A person whom I left misunderstanding her,
But she was the one who never left.
Never, when even I hated her,
Also never, when we were Together back then,
Never, when I left Her,
Never, when even she was herself lost,
Never now, when even we are apart!
Caressing,
Kissing,
And Hugging away all my pains, agony, sorrow, guilt and misery,
She is again here with me like always.
To give me Solace
To get me back Appease,
To get back the Neutrality,
To get back the Divinity of Life,
To get back Invisible me,
To get me back to Rejuvenation .
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PS: Can you feel this?? I can and i literally cried on this and still !! :(
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The Unsaid feelings![Completed✔]#Wattys2016
PoetryA Short few lined Poem on- What an innocent is feeling inside!!!? What must he be going through.. When the person whom he loved through pretended to hate left the world!! That guilt, pain, agony...