The very next morning Eren took me back home. To my surprise, my parents still haven't arrived. There was no voice mail or letters. I'm not surprised that they haven't worried about me being alone. Mother has a lot of work to do; to the point where I have to remind her to eat. Father well... He doesn't talk to me. He rarely says a word to me. I'm used to it. It's been like that for years now and it's not going to stop.
"Alright so, I'll go get your things from your room real fast and then we can drop them off at my place." Eren ran to my room, leaving me alone in the living room. Might as well sit down and think of a way to get Eren out if my life. Yes, he has been good so far, but he'll kill anyone who barely looks at my general direction. He's insane!
"Levi! We're ready to go!" Eren came down with two boxes. I got up and grabbed one.
"Thank you love. We're the perfect couple aren't we?"
"Yes the best. Wait, we're going to live with your mom?" I remembered he said that we would be going back to his place. Eren can't have his own place. I don't think his parents can afford it, right? I don't know anymore. Anything is possible when it comes to him. Eren laughed and shook his head.
"Of course not. I have my own place. My father owns a company so we can afford a lot of things." He kissed me on the cheek and walked out the door. I could run right now, but that would just make him mad and maybe he'll hurt me. I decided to follow him to the car. I put the box in the back seat and sat on the passenger seat. I hope I won't regret this decision...
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We dropped off my things at Erens house. Eren let me call Hanji and tell her I was okay and that I wouldn't be going back to school. She asked me many, many question like if I was alright, where I was living and god knows what. I managed to answer about half of her questions but aster the interview we started to talk about other pointless things. I was happy that Eren would let me to talk to at least Hanji. He would never let me talk to Erwin. I missed him. Not the 'I love him' king of way more like of you kissed a friend. He was fun to he with. I miss a lot of people. I'll only be able to talk to maybe half of them.
"Hey Levi, I'm going out! Do you want anything?"
Yes I want everything to go back to how it was before you attacked Erwin and I want you out of my life!
"No thanks. Actually would you bring me some chocolate?" Hey might as well get something good out of this.
He waved and locked the door. Like if I couldn't get out a window. He probably has cameras around the house. I hate this. It feels like I'm in a cage. I swear, if somehow I find a way to get away from Eren, I'll make sure his ass stays in jail forever. I'm overeating- No I'm not! He knows I'm scared of him! He knows I won't do anything that would piss him off! I hate him! I wish he gets into a car accident! Calm down. This isn't so bad I mean, he'll give me anything I want and as long as I don't make him mad, he'll be nice with me. Eren can be a good person. He's been kind to me so far. Right? He has. I don't know. I'm I lying to myself? Just so that I could feel safe? How can I? This place is horrible! I'm a fucking mouse trapped in a cage!
"Fuck all of this!" I grabbed a vase and threw it at the wall. I grabbed whatever I could and start to throw it. I threw anything I could grab. I was locked up in a little room for god knows how much time! I don't want to be like that again! I felt tears threaten to fall. I tried not to cry. I was frustrated. Angry. Sad. I lost control of my life. Someone else had control. I couldn't decided who I talked to without being worried that I might get slapped or locked up again. I couldn't go outside or someone would die. I might as well disappear. I felt tears go down my cheeks while I fell on my knees. I couldn't stop the tears. I started to sob uncontrollably and scream. What was wrong with me? This never happened to me. I suddenly heard the door open. Eren was saying some shit about people, but he stopped when he saw me on the floor and the mess around me. He hugged me, not showing any signs of letting go.
"Levi! What happened? Why are you crying? Did someone hurt you?"
I couldn't stop myself. I slapped Eren across the face and yelled.
"Yes someone did hurt me! You hurt me! You isolated me from everyone and you're the reason I'm crying! You, Eren, made me cry like a fucking kid! I'm terrified of you! I'm scared that you're going to hurt me if I do some bad! I'm scared that you will never let me finish school, go to college, and make my dream job come true! I'm scared that I'll always be trapped. That, I won't be able to go anywhere and do whatever I want. I'm scared of you..."
I didn't hear Eren say anything. He went completely silent. Not a single sound came out of him. I couldn't even hear him breathing.
Erens Pov ~
"-I'm scared of you..." Levi was sacred of me? Why? I never gave him a reason to be scared. Well, I did isolate him. And hurt him in that cabin. I did knock him out. Okay I can see why he's terrified of me, but I didn't mean to hurt him!
I started to talk, in the most calm and soothing voice I could make. "Levi, I'm protecting you. I would never want to hurt you on purpose. I love you and not the crazy, obsessed kind of way. I'm serious about this. I can't control myself sometimes and that causes me to do crazy things. I'm sorry." I didn't let go of Levi. I want him to feel safe. I care about him a lot. Levi didn't respond. He simply shook his head and sobbed a little more. After some time, I decided to vary Levi to our room.
"Where are you taking me?"
"To our room. Don't worry, I'm going to sleep in the guest room until you don't feel threatened by me." I opened the door and layed him down. "Get some rest. I'll clean everything up." And with that, I walked out of the room, closing the door behind me and cleaned everything up, just like I said. It took a while. Levi made a mess. He's usually keeps everything really clean. I guess I really did break him.
I went to sleep about three in the morning. I still felt bad about making the love of my life cry. I thought I was protecting him. No. I am protecting Levi. He just can't see that. I'm protecting him from the world. He's mine. Mine! I won't alow anyone to even look at Levi! He's all mine! Mine! Stop! This is exactly what Levi was talking about. I need to control myself. Fuck that! I will never let him out of this house even after I die.
I'm sorry love, but this is for my own good.
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FanfictionEren Jeager has been in love with Levi since elementary school. Of course you think that it was just a silly little crush, but Eren doesn't think so. He knows that Levi and him are a perfect match and no one can say otherwise; or get in the way. If...