Secret Safe.

Chapter 1 - Leaving hometown.

JOURNAL ENTRIES - 

Charlotte: It's time. We are finally leaving our hometown. We've been waiting for this moment ever since our dog Barry died, which was ages ago... I didn't really think we were going to actually leave, I mean, you know how parents are, always saying we are going to do something and never end up doing it. But for now it's real, everything is packed in the back of the car, our bags, my favorite things, even mums kitchen stuff, we are definitely leaving. I'm not sure if i should be happy or sad that we are leaving, I've been living in this house ever since i was three years old. So this is a big deal! One of the reasons we are leaving is because my dad is coming to town, he is a really bad man, mum says. I've never met him, i wish i could, but mum says we can't speak about him, like EVER. I don't know what he did, but i want to know. I want a father figure in my life, maybe i would have turned out different. I'm not saying i'm stuffed up, i'm just saying that maybe i would have been more happy, louder than usual, hey, who knows maybe i would have had more friends who want to go out on adventures. But no, my life is boring, i barely ever went out in my hometown, i must admit. It was a little hard to go out when we live in the middle of NOWHERE. It was so hard to make friends at my school, because everyone their is so stuck up, stupid and rude! I never want to return to my school ever again. That's one reason why i'm excited to move, enough of all the stupid people that i met.  I'm hoping my mum meets someone new, she has been very unhappy since my dad has left, which was forever ago! I'm the only child so i wouldn't know what to do to cheer my mother up, I've always wished to have other siblings maybe two, a brother and a sister, different ages of course, i wouldn't want to fight with them everyday, i wish i could get along with them, it's never to late, i could still have siblings if my mum meets her prince charming. But for now i'm just going to enjoy the quiet ride to my new home. 

Sarah: It's to late! Jonathon will find Charlotte and I! And he will tell Char the truth! And she isn't ready to hear the truth. Telling his daughter that i left her biological father in the hospital and ran away with our child, disgraceful! She will never forgive me, or maybe never ever speak to me again, i'm the bad guy, not her dad, well i mean, he is bad as well, he killed our son! In a car crash, he says it was an accident, but i don't believe! I can't let him get to close other wise Charlotte will know the truth. Our son was only six years old, he would have been 24 years old if he was still with us today. Carter is always in my mind, and my prayers, it wasn't my fault, it was Jonathon's. I sometimes see him, when i'm really tired or have drunken to much, i try to talk to him, but then he disappears. I just want him to know how sorry i am, that i couldn't do anything to save him from his psychopath father! I never should have let him be near Carter. I called the Police and they arrested Jonathon, he was screaming with handcuffs on "CARTERRRR, CARTERRR, IS HE BREATHING, IS HE STILL BREATHING, PLEASEEEE! DO WHAT YOU CAN TO SAVE MY SON ! PLEASE!!!" Liar, that's all he was, a liar. Pretended to care about me and my son Carter, when he purposely crashed into the truck. They did everything they could to try to save my sons life, but he didn't make it. When i found out that my son didn't make it i drove straight to the prison to tell my husband the news, he cried so much. I said "You should feel bad, it was your fault" and walked out. It was true, it was his fault. May have seemed harsh but it wasn't it was just the truth. Our family have so many secrets that Charlotte doesn't know about, and we are keeping it that way. If Jonathon comes anywhere near Charlotte, I'm not afraid to send him with Carter, DEAD. I haven't seen him for almost 19 years now, i know he is coming our way. I was at the supermarkets by myself, and i saw him. I ran out as quick as i could though. I must keep Charlotte safe, no matter what it takes. 

Jonathon: She will pay for what she has done, keeping my daughter away from me this whole time? Blaming me for something i didn't mean to do and something she made me regret for the rest of my life and make me feel like crap? No i did not kill my child in purpose who could do such thing? I miss my boy, the only boy i had, and now the only girl i have is gone. She has taken my own daughter away from me. She's going down when i find her. I have wondered all of these years what my daughter actually thinks about me? Does she think her father is dead? Does she think i abandoned her? Or does she not ever think about me? I need to know!