Bittersweet Lies

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"Of course I care for you!"

I wasn't born in this world to hear these types of lies

"I would do anything to protect you"

But I've been hearing them my entire life

"Don't leave me…"

You're begging for me to leave, aren't you?

"I will miss you"

I would rather you tell me the truth just this once

"I really do love you"

Why was I born in this world?

Mind shrouded with darkness

My clock has stopped ticking ages ago

Here I was, thinking I could put my trust in you

No, I wasn't betrayed

I betrayed

No, I felt no regret

What's the point in regretting something that was never there in the first place?

You never loved me, anyway…

Heart covered with lies

My heart has stopped beating centuries ago

It always felt kind of corny to me, but I paid no attention to it

I shouldn't have betrayed you

Not because it wasn't the proper way to end it

But because I was introduced to Mr. Karma over there

Don't get me wrong, I've always hated you

But now that you're gone, why does it hurt so?

Love is a bittersweet memory in my life

Till this day, my past still haunts me along with my pathetic excuse for loneliness

How I long to hear you stupid lies once more

How I wish the cause of your death wasn't me

But how stupid can I get?

I should know better than anyone that after I sinned so much my wishes can never come true

Not now, not ever

Love me for all eternity

So I can finally learn how to stop loving you

And not think of a way to join you in hell right now

Please, stop this burning sensation in my heart

Before it's too late

Oh, I should have known this sooner

See what you did? Your lies brought me here

Those sweet, sweet lies of yours

Lies that could make any girl go crazy

In this misery that never ends

In this love cycle that never stops

Do I hate you? Or do I love you?

At this rate I'm never going to find out

It's already way too late…

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