I could say I don't give a fuck, a shit, a damn or whatever, but I feel like I'd be lying about us. There's something in you that I don't understand, maybe it is witchcraft or actual love, well, that is beside the point. So I don't know whether I'm the luckiest person in the entire world or I got caught in a trap that I can't escape.
I feel like I'm lost in the middle of nowhere and have got nothing to lose. However, I have many things to accomplish in this God's forsaken world which is sad, because I've felt that since ever and this is not a good way to live, I can assure you that. Then you came into my life like a hurricane devastating everything, every bad feeling, maybe you're the highlight of my miserable life.
In fact, I've never imagined that I would fall in love, is that weird? I don't think so. People say is easy to fall in love, I disagree on it. Do you want to know why? Well, I'm not going to tell you.
Back on track, I wish I could've fallen in love before, because I would not be a completely "I don't know what to do" person. I guess, sometimes, you're just unprepared for somethings that happen all of sudden. I don't know, maybe I have to stop thinking and start to feel "the things", it is an odd thing to say, but it makes sense.
All I can say is since I met you my life changed, I found a good reason to live and it's you. People might say it is gay, to be honest, it can be gay, straight, everything or whatever, I don't mind it. I think that is love, I don't want you to go, I love you. On the other hand, that could be some kind of witchcraft, black magic, cosmos or anything, fuck it.
Let's travel together around the world and meet new places, cultures and foods or watch some series on Netflix, it works as well, don't you think? Even though we don't have money to travel that much, so it is better we pick the Netflix series at first.
Our future will be a mystery, do not worry, nothing bad is going to happen so soon.
