I knew that I am a total shit for leaving you.
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It's funny how we were chasing each other back then and now look at us not even a single glance nor nod is given.
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Why am I being bothered? I thought I was already finished with this phase.
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We both knew in the first place that I was never yours and you were never mine.
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There was no commitment between us just pure fun.
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It was none of my intentions to hurt you. But did I?
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I was scared for leaving you. I was scared for you. But all my worries flew away when I saw you happily smiling and laughing with a girl.
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Was I a bad person in my past life? Do I deserve this thing? Why is this happening?
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I still remember that most of my friends were happy with you. They knew that you are the one who will bring the best of me. But I knew that they were wrong.
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You were my happy pill. A drug I was looking for. A drug I'm addicted to. A drug that made me rejoice with what I have. And a drug that made me suffer enough to kill me after I write this story.
