My Life and Stuff

So... To start everything off... I kinda like this guy... Who I have known for a while... And he is really nice, and has helped me through so much... But he is 2 years older than me and graduating next year... We talk a bit but I just feel like I'm gonna lose him... I wanna try and ask him out... But I'll do it on April 1st so if it goes downhill, I'll just say 'HA APRIL FOOLS!!' But.... Thats not the kinda person I am though. I always imagine the worst things happening when I do ask and he says no... Will he not talk to me? What if he hates me!?