I Would [Zarry]

If would someone ever tell me that i will fall in love with you, i'd laugh. 

Well they actually did. Fans. Not really, but with all those 'bromance things'. We always laughed on it, remember? We laughed at how silly imagination they can have sometimes. But i didn't really want to laugh. Because i've had my own imaginations. 

Fun. It's all that it ever was to you. Well i was hoping that maybe..it could be true sometime. That we could really be..together. Did you know that i've always watched all those 'moments' between us, which were fans recording and posting on those pages and then they talked about how real has to our secret relationship be? 

First i didn't understand how they can even think that all these looks..touches and words could mean something more..until i've started to think it too. 

I've thought that i could be for you something more than just a friend..that's how it always is in those fan fictions, right? So why it's not like this in a real life? 

Why you really can't realize that you love me and that you was all the time wrong? Oh, yeah, because this is not a fan fiction. But i sometimes wish it was. Because then you would leave her..

Yeah, your girlfriend. She's beautiful and you look so perfect next to her. She can make you smile even with little things. She makes you happy. But i do too..

You say that you love her..you're giving her the same smiles as to me. Same hugs as to me. You're sending her good night or a good morning messages..just like you do to me. But you keep saying that IT doesn't mean anything between us. 

Then why you're doing all these things? On concerts, in interviews, even when we are alone. You don't know what it means to me? You don't see how it hurts? Probably not, because then you wouldn't leave. 

If someone ever told me that i will fall in love with you, i'd laugh.