Twisted Fate

Orange haired guy ? ch.1

I was always alone, even now I'm still alone. When you meet me, the first think that comes up to your mind might be "Ah ! She's so pretty, she must be popular" Well, my eyes are big and brown, my nose is small and sharp, my lips are thin and small, and my hair is brown, long, straight but wavy at the end. To be short, I was born with a pretty face, nice hair and skinny body. I don't think I'm gifted, I think I'm cursed instead of gifted. I was never happy being born like this, not even once. It's because my appearance is the reason why I'm alone. Ever since I was small, people told me I'm pretty when they talked to me. Well, I didn't understand anything back then. When I grew bigger, people still told me I'm pretty. But I realized that they were badmouthing me behind me. Everyone thought that pretty people will bully the ugly people. I've never thought of bullying people. How can I bully people when I'm the one who is being bullied. My appearance is the reason why I'm being avoided and bullied. I was fine being avoided, but they started to bully me physically on that day.

"Ye riiiimmmmmm !!!" I automatically turned my head to the back and stopped thinking when I heard this familiar voice calling my name –screamed to be exact- Well, I told you I was avoided by everyone except this guy. Normally, you'll be avoided if you talked to me, but for this guy it's different. I stared at his orange hair, his small eyes which is covered by his glasses. This words suddenly popped out from my head "How come this guy is popular?" Well not suddenly. I keep thinking how is this guy popular ever since I met him. I still remember the first time I entered this school and people just suddenly started talking at my back. Something like "Do you know her its Ye Rim" and the other will reply like "Oh! I know that Ye Rim!!" There're a few guys that don't know about me and said "ah ! She's so pretty" and his friend would say "She's too pretty for you, besides she's a bad girl...." I covered my ears right away. I didn't want to hear anything. I walked faster and I accidentally bumped into an orange haired guy. He was shocked when he saw me , maybe he already know that I'm the bad girl Ye Rim. But he stretched out his hand and said "Are you okay?" Which made me think that he didn't know who I am. I got up, ignoring his hand and walked away. I can hear girls saying "How can she ignore Jimin" "I thought she might be kind, but she's a bitch after all". That was the first time the words "How is that guy popular?" popped out from my head. The next day he started to call out to me cheerfully saying "Ye Rim !! Did you get hurt yesterday? I'm so sorry. I should've walked more carefully" I looked at him in the eye and walked away. It's not like I did that because I hate him. It was for me and his sake. If I replied to him girls would badmouth me because I talked to "the popular guy" –which I think doesn't fit the title- and if this keep going on I think this popular guy might be avoided as well. So I think its better to ignore him. Well, they're obviously going to judge me but at least not him. I also think it was just a popular guy trick. He was being fake, that was what I thought at first.

The next day, he came to me again to say sorry and I ignored him again. The next day, the same thing happened. The next day also. It happened for a week and I can't stop thinking that he's annoying and I think I should reply him with something so that he would stop. So I said "It's okay, I'm okay, that was my fault also. So you can just leave me alone now" He gave me a startled face "That was the first time I heard your voice" he said, then he smiled and said "See you're not really a bad girl after all" I looked away and that was the first time I thought that he is not that bad after all. But when the next day came, I took back my words. He's so annoying ! Can't he just leave me alone ? He came to me and asked me to have a lunch with him. I replied to him with a no. I kept ignoring him and one day, he suddenly went missing. I was really happy at first, but then I felt something was not right. It's like something is left. So I asked the teacher where was Jimin. The teacher said that he was sick. I didn't know what came to me and I decided to visit him.