Where is thy bowl? Capacitate to bear more & have as much as u want Sitting beside a shopping mall amidst thunder of a cosmopolitan city there was you; seemingly sluggish, unhappy & devoid of energy... internalizing and reprimanding the creator and self for not being able to accomplish all that you yearned so far. Complaints with it (creator) & self for not enabling yourself be understood to all those with whom you share the moments of affection and work. Those whom you always wanted to bear your purest intents have never understood you. Yes there are complaints with your own self for not allowing this self get rid of all that what you wanted to shun... and with you this state continues since years together. Though under a state of a concealed depression you are bisected within hope & no hope. You are at this moment experiencing a very peculiar type of contemplative state where the roaring sounds of speeding vehicular traffic; sirens etc. are absolutely unheard within you. This meditative state equates the one that is experienced by the „siddhas‟ (the one that are elevated ones in spiritual parlance). But with you this state of immersion within is not for any furtherance into the dimension of consciousness instead it is dissolution into the nothingness of deprivation.
