LOVE? *Ray Ray love story*

what is love? i would never know cause noone loves me. my own mother left me. and my father i never got the chance to meet him.am a 19 year old girl who grew up alone.my names aria.i have no family or support.i had to make it on my own. i stole, lied ,i even robbed a couple of people. dont jugde me in this world you gotta take cause nothings given.i live in a bad neighbor hood i can bearley pay rent.i have no friends hell i never even had a boy friend. cause am unwanted unloved and forgoten.i use to dream of getting married a big dress a nice church with all my family and friends and my husband would treat me like a queen love me and tell me am beautiful he'd care for me respect me.but who could love a beast like me as am walking down the street from work, this car pulls up beside me. its full of men trynna holla if you know what i mean i dont even pay them no mind i keep walking. i know what your thinking why wont i talk to them. cause they only want one thing.i wanna be more than a side chick or a h*e to sum nigga i wanna be wifey or bae. but know that i think about it loves not real its only real in the movies. and were am living aint even close love is nothing but heart break  pain and aruging fighting and break ups. but hey wat would i know like i said i never had a boy friend so again i ask you what is love?

i finally made it home i run up the stairs and i see a red note on my door it read in big bold letters "RENT OVER DUR PAY BUY FRIDAY OR GET OUT" ugh fck now i dont get paid intill to more weeks. what am i gonna do. i open the door and pace the floor trynna come up with an idea. looks like i gotta go rob again i gotts do what i gotta do to stay off the streets and alive even if that means i gotta rob a couple of people on the way.i got the perfect plain and it only takes to days to be put in action.am triied so i guess i'll go to sleep i gotta a big day at work tomorrow.

*NEXT DAY* 

i woke up to the sum beaming in to my room and the light hitting my face i hurry up and get dress for work. i grab a apple of the counter and start walking to work its gonna be along day..........

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A/n i know that sucked am pretty bad a writting books but i thought i try i usally rite poems and what not but i just wrote this because i was bored if  you enjoyed like it if you didnt give me feed back in the comments below