Dear Diary

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Dear diary,
The Violetta Live tour is over. I can't hide my tears. This is the last time that I sang En Mi Mundo or that I wore these chothes. I'm not ready for this. I'm not ready to close this chapter. I don't want this to end.
Right now I'm in my dressing room, crying my heart out. Mechi was here to comfort me, but I wanted some alone time to gather me up.
I'm trying really hard to look at the bright side, to think about happy moments, but that makes me more and more sad..
In the middle of my breakdown someone knocked on my door.

"Mechi, please. I need to be alone.. I'm not in the mood for any kind of talk " I said little bit desperate.

"It's not Mechi. It's me, Jorge. Can I come in?"

"Umm, no. Please Jorge. I look like a mess. I don't want you to see me like this. I need to be alone"

"Cmon, let me in. You need someone right now. I know you too well, Tini. I'm coming in, whether you like it or not."

"Okay, come in I guess" I said unsure.

He opened the door and walked in, while I dried my tears with palm of my hand.

"Heyy, don't cry sweety. Everything is gonna be alright." he sat on the sofa beside me, took me in his arms and whispered in my ear.. "Don't you worry"

"Easy for you to say. You know how much Violetta means to me. Without this show I wouldn't met Mechi or Lodo or Rugg..."

"What about me?"

"You too... I'm sorry I'm just a mess right now."

"Shhh it's OK. I'm gonna miss tour and shooting too. Violetta was a big part of my career and life too"

"Yeah I know all of that, but you have Stephie you're not alone. I broke up with Peter. I'm all on my own right now"

"O nonono" he said while I moved a little away for him and looked him in the eyes. He took my hand in his and smiled. "Do you know what Leon says to Violetta? I'm always gonna be by your side. Tini, you need to realize that I'm always here for you when you need me"

"Yeah right. Cmon Jorge, everyone knows that Stephie hates my guts. I'm sorry but that's true. I wonder how she's not here already. I can't be with you alone for 5 minutes she jumps in and meddles. "

"Yeahh, I can't do anything about that....." He said uncomfortable

"That's true and that's the reason you need to be with her and not me. I don't have any role in your life like she does." I moved my hand away from his.

"Tini, don't say that. You know that you mean soo much to me."

"Yeah right. I'm your close friend. Am I?" I said a little frustrated

"Tini, you know that, that what happened between you and me was something that could never work. It was s-"

"JORGEE!! JORGITO!! WHERE ARE YOU???" Stephie shouted through the corridors

"Someone needs you Jorge, you should go" I said mockingly

"Tini please... Don't be like that"

"Like what?!" I sat up frustrated "I broke up with Peter because of you. And you? You are a coward, Jorge. You know that Stephie is never going to break up with you and that's why you feel secure. You are a coward. You want to be like it used to be? Well let me tell you something, it will never be. And now go. Your girlfriend is waiting for you" I said and opened the door for him and waited for him to leave. Tears escaped from my eyes. I couldn't control it...

"There you are, Jorge. What were you doing in her's dressing room?" She said oh-soo-jealous.

"I was sad bc Violetta live ended and he was just here to comfort me. Don't you worry"

"Ohh, hope you're doing well"

"Yeahh, it's all good now. Jorge is a really good comforter, you are a Lucky girl." I said sarcastically

"I know, right? He's the man of my heart." She said with a hige grin while holding hands with him. I was already torn apart and now I need to look at this....

"Well I'm sorry for being rude, but I really need to change. This clothes are really uncomfortable. Soo, see ya later!.." I said

"Ohw, right. Sorry... See ya..." Jorge said.

I closed the door behind them and fell on the floor crying. This is the worst night ever. Violetta Live ended and that argument with Jorge was just too much for me to handle.

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