Lilac. {Muke/Lashton High School AU}

Chapter Six

**Hiiii loves, I know, it's been a REALLY long time. But alas, I am here with another chapter. Soooo this isn't the best, I admit, but it introduces new pronouns for Luke! Anyways the next chapter will have him actually at school, enjoy!! 💜💜**

Luke was kinda freaking out, it was officially the first day of high school for him. Luke was biting on his nails wondering why his parents decided to send them to a non-uniform school because right now he had no idea what to wear. He was stuck halfway between going back to his 'old ways' or wear the new clothes he got during their break. Whether to wear his brand new makeup or to just chill out and just look semi-presentable. Luke had never really had this conflict before and he was kinda starting to panic.

How come he didn't know if he was a boy or a girl today? Why didn't he understand why neither fit him right now? He rested his head in his hands and tried to figure it out. After a few minuets of wondering and oh, now he understands, this is the first time it's happened to him. Today is a they/them day. He huffed flopping down on the floor in front of his dressers. Of course the first time he-wait they, Luke needed to start using the correct pronouns for themselves now. Otherwise it'd be to confusing. Luke took in a deep breath and exhaled calming themselves down.

Today was weird, very weird, but anyways of course it had to be today of all days where they experience their first time, as well, 'they'. Like what the hell? Of all days today? His first day of high school? Luke didn't care if they were 'overacting' and couldn't help but feel tears brim at their eyes, and of course with their luck someone had to be knocking on their door. When Luke didn't reply to the person they automatically opened the door. Their mom walked in with a bright and cheery smile until she saw Luke on the floor.

"Oh sweetie, what's wrong?" Luke just whimpered and buried their face in their hands. Liz came closer holding them in her arms, "Luke baby, you need to tell me what's wrong.."

"M-mum. I don't know what to do!" Luke couldn't help the whiny tone in their voice. "I'm so nervous about today a-and now I don't know what to do cos t-this is the first time I've felt neither strictly just boy o-or girl."

Luke's mom pulled them close while rubbing their back. Luke honestly wished Ben was here because he always knew what to say at least calm him down. Sure, Jack could always help but all Luke wanted was Ben. And it seemed that their mom knew exactly what was on Luke's mind.

"Here, how about we call your brother? I know you miss him and sweetie, he'll be able to help you more that I can. A mother can only do so much!" She joke and they couldn't help but smile as she pulled out her phone. Tears were still streaming down Luke's cheeks and their breathing was calming down.

"Hello?" Luke immediately grabbed the phone from his mom.

"Benny..." And god, they sounded so pathetic with the nasally voice.

"Lewy!! It's been to long, are you alright?" Luke sighed, they missed his voice so much. "Come on, you know I can't help you bubby ( A/N: fun fact my sister calls me that and I find it weird and cute lmao) unless you tell me what's wrong." Luke sighed, before clearing his throat.

"I-I don't know Ben, I wish you w-were here. I don't know what to do, this is so weird." They sniffled slightly while laughing softly, see, if this was any other day and this happened it wouldn't be that big of a deal but today was a pretty big day. This would be the first time Luke would wear makeup or girly clothes around the kids they'd known for forever.

"Listen Luke, I don't know what's going on but I'm sure this is all very confusing and upsetting to you. I wish I could be there for you but I'm to far away. How about you either tell me what's wrong or go find Jack. I know you two don't get along that well but I think that one of his hugs would be amazing, you know that turd gives some if the best hugs, falling right behind me of course. So Lewy dry those tears because you're not allowed to cry when I'm not there."

Luke couldn't help but to laugh at their brothers words, "Mmkay, thank you Benny. I wish you were here, but I'm happy that you're doing what you want, I'll go find Jack so you can go back to class or whatever, love you." Luke smiled when their brother said goodbye.

Before he could even think about getting up a half dressed Jack was walking through the door with their mom. Luke smiled softly while wiping their tears and sniffled.

"Hey Jack? Do you think you can help me decide what to wear? I-I don't know what to do, I ju-just I don't feel like a boy or girl today.." Luke looked up at the older boy before seeing Jack smile at him and pulling him into a huge hug.

"Of course! Honestly I've been wanting to pick out one of your outfits for forever because I always want to steal your clothes but you're so tiny I can't. I'll make you look good Lewy I promise." Luke rolled their eyes at him, they have always had similar style when it came to his 'boy' days so it doesn't surprise him that Jack had been wanting to steal his clothes.

"Hmmmm how about the perfect mix of both, here, take your leggings or whatever they're called and ummm shit, I don't know what shirt. I mean you could always wear one of Ben's game day shirts but hmmm, wait! Wait, here get dressed in those and I'll be right back!"

Luke just listened to their older brother, after all siblings tend to know you better than yourself. They pulled on the leggings glad that they were already wearing a pair of silk panties and waited for their brother to return. Luke rubbed at their eyes try to somehow fix the puffiness that had settled in them before his brother rushed in.

"Okay, now I want you to be extra carful with this. You know how our school is obsessed with sports? Well, this is my champion shirt, so this means a lot to both me and your peers. Once they see you with not only the Hemmings' name on you back but also a championship shirt on you they're guaranteed that they won't fuck with you. Here, try it on?"

Luke gently took the shirt, to some it may not mean a lot or it might actually be a little weird but this meant a lot. Jack had never, ever, let Luke touch anything that had to do with his sports, hell, half the time they couldn't even look at the stuff. They looked up at Jack with wide eyes, "You-you're really gonna let me wear this? But-but you never let anyone touch your stuff..."

"Just put it on Lewy, you're my responsibility and I want everyone to know on the first day that you have someone watching out for you. We live in a small town Luke, not everyone even knows that being gender fluid exists. Just know that I'll always be their to kick their asses okay?" Luke nodded with watery eyes while pulling the material over their head.

Luke decided that the oversized shirt was actually super soft and they might just have to steal this from their brother. No makeup was put on except concealer to help with the puffy eyes. Luke felt like themselves in this outfit and couldn't help but to hug their brother. They didn't know how the rest of the day was going to go but as long as Jack was there he knew he didn't have to worry.

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