A Boy's Life Game

The Intro

     Many people thought over and over what college was the best, and everyone ravished on the thought of I'm almost done...Done with what, exactly because senior year was only the beginning. The beginning of when how hard things would go and how lonely you would drift into the unknown.

     Teens these days were so caught up in the reality of How? And on the question Where? So many knew right away what they were going to be and everyone was thrilled to take action. Amory wasn't one of those know it all teens and his parents never even knew he even existed until he needed something.

      He had and older sister who went into the Navy for foreign language purposes. Just one year ahead of him and already had a life of her own. Every seemed to fit in, in this world except for him.

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What if,

What if the whole world didn't fit.

It felt as if you weren't living
anymore.

It felt as if every breath you took in was an eternity of nothing.

It gets so hard to feel because you don't anymore.

Because everything that is you is all made up of a constant tar that won't let go or go away.

Y-you have to escape.

Your eyes swell and salty wet tears bridge upon the edge of you eyes and you can't help but cry.

Your not living.

How can it be that,

Day by day your body moves as if it were alive but your mind and soul are barely living.

"Don't worry it always gets better."

Bullshit! No it doesn't,

It never does  even as much as you want it to.

When you are all alone and pray to God that everything will just be gone.

Then you look at the cutting blade and think just end it.

But you can't....

You cut three times, then two more.

Touch the blood as if it were holy water that would instantly take the pain.

You can see it so your eyes shut tight and your cheeks begins to feel wet.

Just go away..

For me.

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"Nobody asked if I wanted to be something or someone it was my decision to be who I wanted to be. I belonged to no one."

"You never paid any attention to me when I needed someone or when I did something right... So don't think you can just start now!"

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This is my first book I have ever written, thanks for at least looking.

My COPYRIGHTS are RESERVED so don't even try.
I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN!

I thought this idea seemed really cool and since there are a lot of books with the main characters being female I thought of to make a male main character just to make it a little more interesting.

Anyway hope you love it and enjoy!
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