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Suicide note

Dear whomever
I'm letting you know I'm much better
I'm tired of life
It's given me such strife
Tonight
Is my last night
I am putting on a necklace of hope
Many just call it a rope
I will step up on a chair
This world was never fair
I will lift one foot up then the other
I'm sorry I will miss you brother
Tell mom it's not her fault
I feel like I'm stuck in a vault
But the vault is filled to the top with water
Tell her I will miss her
Dad was great he brought food to my plate
Day after day date after date
I didn't eat anything thing off that plate
Food was something I had grown to hate
Nobody noticed the scars
I had hide them by far
Punched and pushed
But no teachers looked
Maybe they didn't care
With headphones and music to blare
I had no friends but one
I loved her from the moon to the sun
Life was terrible
But it was bearable
For a short while
I tried to run the extra mile
But I was bullied and picked on
I will be dead by dawn
So this is my last farewell
Hopefully I don't end up in hell