I stood their watching my dad hurt my mother! I was only 5 at the time, and didnt know much! I remember screaming and crying! But not being able to help! I saw as my mom fought until her face turned blue! That was the last time I saw my father! My mother died and.....and... I just watched!
My name is liily im 18 now. I moved in with my grandma! I love her to death. We moved to london when I was 13, I started a new school! I became friends with a guy I love. But... he said I was pathetic and dumb! AND A KILLER!!! Because I watched my mother die, I dont know how it got out! I loved him so much. And now hes the reason..... I wanna die!
That night was the first night I cut! I needed to figure out the truth, I can not remember much because I was 5. My dad died. So all I have is my grandma! I cried tears of anger at myself as I cut deeper! Then I screamed the pain hurt it felt like, being dug into by a razor of course! I was losing lots of blood I passed out! I was taken to the hospital by my grandma!
