I've Always Loved You, But I'm Just A Nobody
I liked this boy in 9th grade. Why? He was perfect. He was my dream boy. He came to life. Auburn side hair, deep ocean blue eyes, white smile, rosy cheeks, and that sculptured body God's given him. Yes, he was my dream love. But I couldnt have him. Why? Because though I thought he was so perfect, I knew he wasn't the right one for me. But that whole 2 years, I thought he was.
Short Story / Romance
Book 1
My friend thought he was a nut job. Guess what, I didn't give two flying shits what everyone thought about him. I know he was the right one for me. But somehow, I just couldn't get enough courage to tell him I liked him, and that he's got me crushing like an angry rhino. His smile, how it shined bright through the night, not like I've ever seen him at night, heh. I wish. But no. Only during the day. His golden-blonde hair glittered past the morning sun-rise. My eyes somehow turned heart-shaped. Was I really that obsessed with him? Wow, here I was dreaming about the man who will never know my true feelings for him. He's never looked at me once, not even after 2 years of being in the same class with him four times everyday. I'm such a weakling. People call me a daredevil. My dear, you are wrong. I was as weak as a small helpless mouse, trying to snatch cheese as quick as it can out of a dangerous mouse trap. But has failed.
I had strong feelings for him. I sometimes purposely walked in his way, showing off my model walk. Not even once has he glanced at me. Was I invisible? Last time I checked though, I can't walk through people. I would either get my head bruised or knocked out. Yeah....
I'm directing this to you now, my love.
Dear Tyler,
Tyler, I loved you. But it's now a secret never to be revealed to you, my love. You are so lucky that you've got my attention, with your sculptured body, your smile, everything about you, when I'm a Directioner. If you didn't already know, One Direction has very high standards. You were on the top of my food chain. I once bumped into you, but we didn't make eye contact. Yes, that was me, who purposely ran into you in the school hall. Why? I don't know. I just wanted to feel you. Feel you in my arms holding me tight. But you let me fall, which was not like I planned. I fell on my bum. I could just see your evil chuckle inside you. I'm no difference to you. I've tried so hard for you to look at me. What do I get? Nothing. I've tried to hard. My love for you has passed. College has been a rough start for me, without you. Not getting to see your sweet smile anymore. Maybe we'll bump into each other in the future. I would be the happiest woman alive. But I have to move on now, because now I know that you're not the right one for me. Bye, my love. You will always be in my heart. Forever. Maybe you'll read this note, that I'm going to post on your front door. You would never believe I've wrote all of this sitting on your small love bench on your porch. I have to head back to college. And I know that you have to as well, I believe. So before you walk out, hope you read my note. I have loved you for so long. And still do. But I will never have you. Your girlfriend is so lucky to have you in her arms, protecting her from danger, and being loved day and night. Goodbye and air-kisses are in your mailbox.
Goodbye, for the last time.
~Your secret admirer..
