Forgotten Hope (A PewdieCry fanfic)

Forgotten Hope Part 1

"its ok cry..dont..dont worry about it" the sweedishs lips were frailed into a smile as his best friend stared at him. Ryan felt the tears roll fast down his face. Here he was, stairing at his best friend, Felix, being devoured by the darkness he had made. Ryans hands clenched. He felt anger, sadness, guilt. His hands emidently went to touch the blonde gamers cheeks. They were soaked and stained with the tears. Cry ran one finger down his cheek.

an image of the sweedish gamer intensively ran through Ryans head. Intangeld in darkness, a face of lost hope and only pain.

Ryans body jolted upright out of bed sweat rolling down his body. his sholders were shaking. he let out a heavy sigh. The same dream. He has been having the same dream for months and not spoken a word to his friend. He'd been to worried that Felix would shot him down as crazy. Ryan ran his hand to his face. His mask was still on. Good. He stretched his arms back feeling the sun shine through his draped window. He limply stood up pulling on a pair of jeans and his green hoodie. Ryans body jolted at remembering the dream. He shook his head. "its just a dream.." he said quietly to himself as he headed downstairs.

Fear still learked in Crys mind, but he ingnored it eating a bowl of cearl and going through his latest video's comments of okami. It was normal stuff so he didnt mind, spam, cursing, love, praise. it was all mutianal. Ryan finished his breakfest. As soon as he stood to put his bowl in the dishes, a familiar rictone went off. skype. Felix's picture poped up and and the call icon as well. Cry sat back down sitting the bowl aside. He answered.

"hello friend!" Ryan said looking at the screen.

a muffiled sound of movement could be heard from the other side. Cry stared at the screen for a moment. "Pewdie?" He called.

the loading screen for a camera poped up. Was he turning on his video? Cry focosed on the screen intensivly. A familiar face poped up. Exept this wasnt the normal PewDiePie cry knew very well. Felix's cheeks were red and his eyes puffy as though he's been crying.

"cry?" Felix called his voice weak sounding.

Ryans eyes focosed from behind the mask.

"Pewdie whats wrong?" Cry called a hint worry in his voice.

"Marzia is..cheating on me..w..with..ken.." the sweedish's head dropped as more tears fell.

Something pulled at Cry's heart. it was familiar, a feeling he knew to well. Pain.

"oh pewdie.." Ryan said in a whisper. a idea flashed in his mind.

"why..why dont u come to flordia..and live with me.. ? untill ya get back on ur feet.." cry choked on the last words. why?

"are..u sure!? i dont wanna be..a bother.." Pewds head rose a glimance of hope in his eyes.

"sure friend! ill pay for ur ticket and evreything! itll be fun" Ryan said cheerfully.

"..thank you Cry.." the sweedish smiled and ended the call.

Ryan closed his laptop scooting it aside. Was he really going to meet pewds i n person? Cry felt flustered. He stood up taking his empty bowl to the sink. I better clean before he dose come. Cry thought to himself taking a look around. It was a mess but nothing he couldnt handle. Ryan untied his mask sat it on the table, and rolled his sleeves up.

~a couple hours later~

Ryan sat back in a chair running his hand through his hair. "finally done" he sighed smiling looking at his watch. 9:30. i better get some sleep. Cry thought. He set his clock to to 6, when felix should arive. Ryan stood up walking to the couch quickly falling into a sleep.

"Felix NO!" Cry screamed. A flash of red liquid coverd Ryans vision. Tears ran braslly down his face. His fists cleched. a image burst into his head. His best friend wrapped in dark vines.

Ryans eyes burst open tears rushing down his face. He looked at the clock. 6:05. "Shit!" Cry exclaimed jumping up. He grabbed his key tied on his mask and burst out the door getting into his car. Ryan drove off, in a fast pace to the airport were his best friend was.

~Felix's Point in view~

Deppresion lingerd in Felix's eyes. He had never been this sad in his life. He stood outside of a airport in Flordia waiting on Cry. A couple people had come up to him, he brofisted and they went on. He faked a smile but in truth hed never been so down in his whole carrer. He didnt even tell his fans he was leaving. He sighed closing his eyes. Felix put his hand to his forehead. a hedache. Felix slowly sat down against the wall, and looked at the dawn sky.

where is he..? pewdie thought to himself. A car pulled up infront of him. Felix raised a eyebrow suprised. is that.. he stood up looking into the pasanger window.

"Hello friend!" the masked guy smiled.

"Cry!" Pewds exclaimed getting into the car. Felix looked at the brown haired guy. he wonderd. whats behind that mask of his?

~Crys point of view~

Ryan took small peeks at the blonde gamer as he drove. they made small talk about the walking dead and other games. After a moment it got quite. Cry wonderd. He took a quick peek at his friend. somehow Felix had wrapped his arms around crys arm. he was asleep. Crys cheeks flushed. he is so cute.. wait what!? hes my best friend! he felt his cheeks get redder and his heart beat quicken.

The car drizzeld to a silent stop. ryan felt his heart beat get thinner as he starred at felix. I dont want to wake him he thought. Cry looked at the unconsious gamer. Felix's eyes shown like a blue ocean. his cheeks shown faleciant pink. his hair a sandy yellow. what was this ryan was feeling. no matter how much he tried to pull his eyes away..he wanted to stay here forever starring at the blonde headed boy. but he knew it wasnt posible. Cry scooped his arms under felix gentle, so he wouldnt wake up. He lifted, and held him bridle style. Ryan stood gently pulling felix out the door with him. Sudenlly the weight hit him! Cry fell hard to the ground, Felix landing ontop of him, suprizingly Felix was still asleep mubiling in his dreams. Ryans face flushed a shade of red, as felix lay only inches from his chest.

"F-Felix..?" Cry mumbeld shaking the sweeedish gently. Nuthing. Wow u sure do sleep like a rock..Ryan thought. Cry sighed and went to shake his friend again. attempt after attempt it failed. Sudenlly Felix nuzzeld close to Ryan. Mubiling something. Cry's face became brighter thn ever, he noticed only small key words but they were words he reconized..deeply"i....love...u....cry..."

Ryan sat up felix sitting in his lap. he..feels the same cry thought. Cry felt his face instinctavly get closer to pewds. his heart raced. felix was the only thing on his mind. kiss him. kiss him. kiss him!. ryan stopped. no..He hugged Felix tight. Felix's eyes glimaced and opend to the warmth of crys hug and the shuddering of his crying friend.

Felix hugged his weak friend whose hot tears were drenching Pewdie's shirt. "Cr..Cry.." Felix called to his sobbing friend. Ryan sat there unable to whipe the tears that continuously fell from under his mask. Cry felt weak, and vulnrible to have let his best friend see him in this state. "Im so useless.." Cry mumbled between tears. Sudenlly the grip around Ryan tightend as Felix stood holding him Bridle style. Cry's eyes grew very heavy. As if a force was overwhelming him. He wanted to stay awake, but his body told him otherwise. His eyes soon drifted shut as his vision soon faded straight to black.