Broken

It's all ok

" Liam what are you talking about? Calm down. Harry is in LA. " I said " No Karma No. He left to surprise you. Oh god Karma. He doesn't answer his phone. Karma there's no survivors what if he was one of them. " He said. I fell deep in thought what if Haz was in there what was I going to do. I couldn't imagine a life without him. Liam once again brought me out of my thoughts. " Karma please talk to me. " " Liam where are you? " In London I just landed and saw the news. Haz left hours before us. " " Ok Li come over to my place and bring the lads. We have to stick together in till Harry shows up. " " But Karm what if he doesn't. " " Liam shut up and get over here now " I yelled down the phone. " Ok see you in a few. " " Alright Li. Be safe. " Once I hung up with Liam I looked for Harry's name in my contact book and called him. I called him once, twice, three, twelve times and nothing. I left him a couple voice mails telling him to call me as soon as he got the messages. I texted him a couple dozen times as well. But nothing no reply no calls back. It was about an hour after I hung up with Liam that him and the rest of the boys knocked on my door. Honestly during that time I didn't know what to think so I preoccupied myself with cleaning up the house and putting laundry away. I walked to the door slowly I didn't know what state the boys where in. I was in denial. I couldn't phantom the thought of my Haz being dead. Once I opened the door I was embraced in a giant hug by all the boys together. When they released me the look on all their faces made me finally realize that Harry was in that plane and was probably dead. At that instant is when I fell to my knees and broke down. A pair of arms embraced me and held me tight while I sobbed but I didn't want those arms. I wanted my perfect yet imperfect boyfriend to hold me. I wanted to inhale his Bleu de Chanel and nuzzle my head into the crook of his neck. I cried out all my tears and when I was done I opened my eyes and I was sat on the couch surrounded by 4 pairs of eyes starring at me. They were just waiting for what I was going to say. I took a deep breathe and said " All we can do is wait and I'll call the airline and ask them if Harry was aboard on that plane. Guys just make yourself at home while I'm on the phone. " Zayn turned on the television and changed the channel to the news. All it was about was the plane crash and that wasn't helping our nerves. When I came back with my phone I sat down in the dinning room and googled the airlines phone number. I wrote it down on a piece of paper and when I looked up all four boys where sitting on the kitchen counter looking like lost puppies. I sent them a small smile and dialed the number. A operator answered and said that it would take a while because the phone lines were backed up. I sighed and told the boys " It's a wait. " I placed the phone on speaker and asked the boys if they wanted something to eat. They all replied no but I didn't care I needed something to preoccupy myself with. So I went to the pantry and looked for some ingredients to make lasagna. I reached for the spaghetti sauce which was on the top shelf but I couldn't reach it. It brought back a memory of when Harry helped me get the spaghetti sauce.

It was the first week we moved in together. I wanted to make Harry a welcome home dinner since he was on boy band duties and left to Australia. I was walking around the kitchen gathering up the ingredients and all I needed was the spaghetti sauce which was on the top shelf. I was on my tippy toes reaching for it when I felt someones chest touch my back and a hand reach up and get the sauce for me. Once I saw the hand I knew it was Harry. I turned around to face him and he smiled at me and handed me the sauce and I put it down on the counter. I sat up on the counter next to the sauce and pulled him in between my legs and showered his face with butterfly kisses. Then I thanked him and pecked him on the lips but with Haz its never just a peck which I don't mind. We just ended up full on snogging on the kitchen counter. The lasagna was forgotten and we just cuddled on the couch and ordered in Chinese food. Once the food got here I got up and opened the door and the man was holding pink roses in one hand and Chinese food in the other. I payed him and thanked him. I placed the flowers and food down and ran to Harry and kissed him and thanked him.

A shoulder on my hands brought me out of my daze. It was Niall offering to help me since he was the tallest out of the boys beside Harry. I thanked him and went over to the pans. I finished putting the lasagna in the oven when a voice came from my phone. I ran as fast as I could over to the dinning room and picked up the phone. " Hello Ma'am " the women said. " Yes. Um hello. " I replied. " Ma'am do you have a question for me. " she said. " Yes I do. Um my boyfriend took a plane to London and Im not sure what airplane it was and I need to find out. " I said. " Ok Honey whats his name. " she asked. " Um. Harry Styles. " I replied. " Oh sweetheart I don't have time for teenage obsessed girls right now. " she said. " No Ma'am Im his girlfriend really I am. " " Look honey Im sorry but I can't give you that information. I have to go. Goodbye. " " No Ma'am wait. " and then it was followed by the buzzing. I inhaled deeply counting to ten before I exploded. My temper was never the best and not being able to know where my boyfriend was pissed me off. Damn, if he didn't have so many fans I could get info. I threw my phone across the room with all my strength. The boys looked up at me with puppy dog eyes. " Ugh, boys they don't want to tell me anything they think I'm a fan. " Louis was about to say something when he was interrupted by my phone blasting Marimba since Harry hated it I set it as his ringtone. I couldn't believe my phone was still working and my feet weren't moving to get it because I didn't know what was about to happen. I finally realized it was Harry and I ran over to get the phone and answered it. " Hello Harry. Is that you? " I said. " Yes babe its me who else would it be. " he replied chuckling. " Haz what the hell don't laugh. Where are you? Are you ok? " " Babe Im fine. Why? " he said. " Harry the plane coming to London which you were supposed to be in crashed there where no survivors. Me and the boys were worried sick. The airline wouldn't tell me anything since they thought I was a crazy fan. Harry where the hell are you? " I said. " Oh babe. Im sorry. Oh god. I'm visiting a mate. Im fine. Im safe. Its all ok. " he says. " No its not ok. Why didn't you answer your phone. Why didn't you tell me you were going to a mates. " " I forgot to turn it back on and It slipped my mind to tell you. Sorry. " " Look Haz its fine just don't do that again. Come home as soon as possible I miss you. " I said. " Ok love see you soon. Bye. " " Ok bye babe. I love -" before I could even finish he had hung up. That was strange he always said I love you before he hung up and we would have those disgusting I love you more arguments. I just let it slip my mind and went to tell the boys Harry was fine and would be home soon.

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