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Big Girls Don't Cry (DAN): ©Skiller0Dani

I took down I Apologize and...I apologize :P jk no but really I am sorry but that story was absolute crap. T-T I'll still update these imagines don't worry, my little fangirl mind is always going crazy!  

I love all of you ♥ 

Song: Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie (THIS ONE IS SO BAD IM SORRY.) 

~DaNi 

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PART 1.  

Dan shook as he read the crumpled piece of paper.  All the laughs, smiles, good times are no more. He's done something wrong he's absolutely sure of it. The corners of the paper curl upward due to the dry tears of his former love as she had hastily written it before he woke up.     (A/N The photo is when he read the letter.)  

Dear Dan, 
I love you so very much. You are my entire world and I'm sorry. For the last few months I feel as though I'm losing myself, like I don't know who I am anymore. This was not something you could have ever seen coming, or something you could have prevented if you did. I hope you know that this has nothing to do with you. It's personal, myself and I we've got some straightening' out to do. And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket, but I've got to get a move on with my life. 

The path that I'm walking I must go alone. I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown. Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay. Dan you are my happy ending, but I'll be your tragedy if I stay with you the way I am right now. You need me to sort myself out, I need me to sort myself out. I love you now and forever, but it's time for me to go home. I need to be with myself and center clarity, peace, serenity. 

I love you, please don't blame yourself, this is not your fault. 
Yours Always, Sophie. 

Dan felt like he was losing his mind. Like he was stuck in some sort of nightmare he just couldn't wake himself up from. He was soon lost in a whirl of liquor, crying, and sleeping all day long. He just couldn't believe he actually lost her. He kept pinching himself but nothing he could do would wake him up. He called her everyday, crying and wishing, wanting to hear her voice. But he was sent to voicemail every time. She would listen to his voicemail and collapse in tears, hating herself for causing him this much pain. Eventually, the pain subsided, and anger rolled in it's place. He cursed her and hated her for walking in and out of his life as if he meant nothing. He hated that he'd wasted so much time aching over her, when instead of letting him in, she shut him out. He couldn't bear to even think about that. How she would much rather have left him in the night and moved back home rather than let him in and help her. It made him sick, and he didn't want to see her again. He loved her so damn much he wanted to spend forever with her. 

2 months later he was just about moved on when his phone began ringing. It was a number he didn't recognize, and he answered. 

"Hello?" He said cautiously, and his eyes widened when he heard a voice he thought he'd never hear again. 

"Dan?" 

And he slammed his phone down then, tears running down his cheeks, hand white knuckle gripping his cell phone. He didn't say anything to her, he just hung up, sitting down and running his hands over his face.

'I just can't believe this' He thought. 

And his phone rung again.