You Are My Muse(Luke Hemmings Fan Fiction)

Chapter 10: Never Together

Michael soothed me with his calming words. "It's going to be okay, alright? I'm here. Ashton's here, Calum's here, Luke's here, we're all here, for you." I give him a weak smile not knowing what to say, but I was appriciative of his act of kindness.

Luke stormed into the room and my heart had begun to race again. He paced back and fourth, from one end of the room to the other.

"Can you please explain to me who the hell that was?!" he said running his hand through his hair.

I had to begun to shake a little, scared to answer him. I opened my mouth but then quickly closed it again

"Why the fuck do you even hang out with people like that? Huh Sam?! If you stopped hanging with people like that, maybe you wouldn't be in fear!" Luke was practically yelling at me and I had to begun shaking harder.

"Luke, I-I didn't know he would be like this!" Tears had begun to form

"You didnt know? You DIDNT KNOW?!" Luke raised his voice and the rest of the boys and Sarah had come rushing into the room watching our scene.

"What's going on?" Ashton asked. Nobody spoke back to him but instead ignored him. Luke began to talk again, "how the fuck did you not know that-that Steven kid is psycho?! God Sam! HOW STUPID can you be?!"

"Take it easy!" Sarah yelled.

I took deep breaths holding back my tears. Michael wrapped his arms around me protectively, I knew he was scared to say something mostly because it was none of his buisness and he knows not to get involved.

"Luke, I-"

"You're stupid Sam. Real stupid. I dont get how a person like you-YOU out of all people, could let yourself be such a dumbass for letting that guy into your life." He paused for a moment and ran his hand through his hair again.

"Sam, I think were done." His words Cut through me and fucked me over.

I wasnt going to let him shit talk me anymore, were done now right? What else do I have to lose?

"Luke. Stop." my voice cracked but I didnt care, I swallowed my pride and continued on. I pull out from Michaeld grip and walked towards Luke. "Dont come in here and call me stupid. I didnt expect you to come in here and insult me. I dont need you too. I've already been stressing about Steven. I dont need you to add onto it. Alright? Quit being such a dick and choke down your ego." I spat back at him. Our faces were only inches away from each other but thats when things started to get heated.

"Choke on my ego? Face it Sam, if it wasnt for me you wouldnt have made it this far! You wouldnt have gotten to do things you wanted to do! You would have been more of a let down than you already are!" I felt my heart break a little but that didnt stop me from shoving him back.

He leaned his face close to mine "You made a good choice being with me, but now, were through."

That's when it hit me.

"we were NEVER together, Luke. Never. You cant even technically 'break up' with me when we were never together. You never asked me to be your girlfriend! Do you remember what you told me before 'we' happened?" I stop for a moment and looked at everybody else in the room. Captivated by the intensity. "Would you like to tell them or should I tell them myself?"

He stood quiet and was taken aback by my words. I continued on

"he told me that he didnt want to make things official because he claimed that he wasnt ready for a relationship. Bullshit, i know"

"THATS NOT-" he yelled

"SHUT UP IM TALKING." I yelled louder, my echoing through the entire house. Luke stood in silence

I continued on.

"it turns out that he didnt want to make things official just because he still wanted other girls. He hooked up with tons of them behind my back when we were 'together' thinking that I wouldnt find out. Of course I did. And 8 months later, this is where we are." a tear fell down my cheek as I turned to Luke, guilt taking over him.

"You can say we're done all you want, truth is, we were never even together."

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Chapters are getting shorter eeek!!