Take Chances ~Teen Pregnancy~

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"Hold still" He whispered in my ear as his hand started traveling up my top while the other caressed my thigh with lust. My breathing was beginning to feel heavier by the second, my hormones threatening to explode out of pleasure as his soft touch made contact with my bare skin making it burn. The chilly breeze that swept past us made me quiver and give me goosebumps  lustful sigh escaped my lips making his own crash on mine, they fit like matching puzzle pieces. Everything felt so right, the place, the perfect time, the perfect- guy?

"Will you still stick around after this?"

He chuckled and placed a couple of loose strands of hair behind my ear "Don't you ever doubt my love for you babe" His ocean blue eyes seemed to always take me by surprise even though I had looked into them atleast a hundred times. I'm pretty sure that if I were standing my legs would have completely failed on me and I would melt like butter right at his feet.

 Yep were gonna be together forever, we'll grow old and have grand children and you know what? Were even gonna die on the same day...

"Babe its your 16th birthday and we have been planning this for months" he paused and examined one of the rose pedals he scattered all over the covers in attempt to bring out the most of what tonight can bring. Bringing it up to his face he took a whiff and sighed "you know I'm not going to force you to do anything you don't want to you know I respect you and completely understand- I love you. Today, Tomorrow, and the next day, and the next day, and the next... no matter what"

A thousand watt smile crept on my lips and I pulled him closer to me, I could see the doubt of me chickening out in his eyes so I lent in to give him a passionate and loving kiss as he pulled the blanket on top of us. I do believe that I love him. He is the love of my life.

With that kiss I turned over my virginity.

With that simple contact we sealed our eternal love...

Or at least I contemplated the thought..

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Five Weeks Later

"Julie sweetie, wake up" I could distantly hear my mothers voice disturbing my deep slumber. Then I guess she decided that technique wasn't working so she started shaking me violently. I rolled my eyes under the sheets assuming she would stop soon but...

"I'M UP!" I yelled at her so she'd stop shaking me, I was starting to feel queasy.

"You've become such a deep sleeper honey, did you even hear your alarm go off?" She seemed worried and suspicious of me as if I had done something "I'm worried about you" Yep I knew it.

"I'm okay mom, now will you get out of my room?" My mother eyed me in a very awkward way that made me uncomfortable "Julie since when has it bothered you that your mother stayed in your room while you got ready for school?"

SINCE TODAY!! I thought even though I didn't have the courage to actually tell her that in her face.

"Sorry mom, I'm just not feeling well today and I'd like some Me, Myself, and I time right now" I paused and pursed my lips "Please mommy?"

She sighed and kissed my for head "OK sweetie" I could see the hurt and concern in her expression but I couldn't tell her what was wrong even if I wanted to because to be honest not even I knew what was going on with me. All I knew was that I felt real different and extremely awkward.

"Breakfast should be ready by the time your dressed" my loving mother smiled at me and shut the door behind her. Her smile gave me a warm feeling, that and the fact that the smell of bacon swirled into my room.