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Later that night
I ordered pizza and 10 minutes before it got here B came home☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️ lol
"I'm happy you came home. I was gonna eat both boxes by myself" I grab two slices and throw them on my plate along with 10 hot wings. She grabs 3 slices and 10 hot wings. She took a bite started chewing but was in deep thought staring at the hot wing box.
"B what's up?" I ask seriously
She took another bite and fully finished chewing before she answered "I saw dad today"
"Where at?"
"Ice cream shop downtown. He was with two of his kids"
"Did he see you?"
"Yeah. Prick waved"
I expected her to tell me they interacted in small talk but my sisters eyes got watery. "I flipped him off....Excuse me" she got up and went to the back.
I've seen it. I've cried. I've got over it.
Beatrice on the other hand is not me and handles things different. She tries to just go along without it bothering her but it does. I feel bad because I can only imagine how she feels. It looks bad on his part..
Unwanted
Unloved
It's sad that this is our situation but Beatrice being my baby I wish I could take her pain away that our "dad" caused. I know I'm her "dad" but every child deserves a shot at a relationship.
I went to the bathroom knocking on the door. She opened it wiping her red eyes with tissue. It brakes my heart seeing her like this.
"Beatrice" I express. She comes to me wrapping her arms around my torso crying in my chest. What could I say ?
I rub her head kissing the top. "He doesn't know what kinda kid he's missing out on" was all I could spit out. Of course it wasn't a lie.
"He knew who I was and waved as if I was one of his students. Like there was no sentimental anything" I rub her back side wishing I could take her pain away. Wishing she had better. Wishing he was a "man" for her.
"Karma will remember the kids he left behind baby girl. We just have to go about our days with biological love for the man"
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After she calmed we finished eating then she decided to hang out with me in my room. Nothing I was opposed to, I love spending time with her♥️
We were on my bed chillen. I was reading a book I'm almost done with and she's watching criminal minds. My back is rested on my headboard while she's laying down on her back next to me. This big ass King size bed really does do justice lol
"So I have to be nice to Kennedy huh?" She caught me off guard
I smirk knowing what she wants me to say but I kept it Mellow"well you do what you want"
"But you would prefer me to be nice?"
"I don't care. Why?"
"Just curious. I know you like her... I just wanted to know how much"
"A lot" short and sweet.
"Oh. Well I'll be nice then" she smirks at me.
"Bullshit"
"Ur right. I like her. She's cool and not visibly up ur ass like all the other girls"
"True.. That's probably why I'm attracted to her. We started talking started because I yelled at her in the cafeteria one day for tripping and getting yogurt on me"
She laughed "yelled ? That's surprising. Ur so mellow"
"Yeah. It was a bad day"
"Well now look at you guys"
I smile. "Kennedy is a breath of fresh air to me"
It was true. When I'm with her whatever I'm dealing with diminishes. I feel like I could conquer the world with her by my side. Easily she sets me up for good thinking.
"Very different for you. I like this side of you"
I frown. "What does that mean?"
"3 months back you were so hard and quote unquote unapproachable. Now you've opened up a bit. Smiling and talking more. I like this... I like her for you"
I didn't realize how much she opened me. I do feel more open. Ehh. "We're going to breakfast with her and her little sister"
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