Between Love and Hate (Julian Casablancas fanfic)

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~~~Regular POV~~~

After Julian left I went back to my room and a couple of hours later I had packed the lasts of Dallon's things and texted him to pick them up when he can. "Hey Joana can you watch Rivers for a while I'm gonna go out to drink" I said glumly and she nodded her head

"Are you sure you want to go drink, it's not good to drink when you're sad" she said cautiously and I groaned grabbing my keys and left anyways. Once I got there I sat down at the bar and ordered a vodka

"Isn't that a little too strong for a beautiful lady like yourself" some guy said to me as he sat down besides me

"How about you can go fuck yourself and I'm not in the mood to talk with you" I said tossing the bar tender some money and gulping the shot down with ease

"You're an ugly whore anyways" he spat at me

"Then why talk to me sweety, obviously 2 of the same kind attract eachother" I said and he glared at me then left. This really pretty girl next to me started to laugh

"That was really good" she chuckled wiping away some tears. "Sorry about that but I'm Janet" she said holding out her hand for me to shake so I did

"Nice to meet you I'm Cassandra but you can just call me Cass" I smiled

"Well Cass" she said trying out my nickname "why are you here by yourself drinking vodka"

"Well I dated this guy a while back he cheated on me right when I had the courage to tell him I was pregnant so I broke it off, met this other guy he helped me raise my child till now. The guy before, my ex, he came back into my life trying to fix things, it was up and down but he came onto me and I cheated on my fiancé with my ex so I told my ex fiancé and I broke it off but we decided to stay friends. So the ex came to talk things out but I just told him to leave after a little and he did so I came to drink away my problems like a lot of people do" I said ordering 2 more shots just for me. "So I'm just done with men, I mean the ex I'm talking about, he made a bet I would sleep with him but he fell in love with me so he was nice and sweet but after when he cheated I gave up till I found my now ex fiancé so I'm done" I pouted downing 1 shot.

"That has gotta suck" she said swirling her drink

"It does very much" I answered downing my second one, I started to get a little tipsy but not too much

"Do you have a light?" She asked and I nodded my head, I mean I don't really smoke but occasionally I do "wanna come out with me?" She asked and I shrugged my shoulders going with her. She gave me one and I lit both of ours.
"Yah I've experimented with guys but they aren't really my type" she smirked at me

"Ah I can see where you are coming from, I've had girlfriends before" I smiled. We end up making out soon enough but after a while I see that Julian has spotted me so I pull her in closer so he leaves. She gives me her number and she goes home, I walk in the bar feeling as happy as I could be. I ordered another shot and drank it, I saw Julian and went up to him. "Oh hey Julian I didn't know you were here" I slurred smirking knowing he saw us.

"Yah..." He said staying quiet "shouldn't you be with your um, friend"

"Nah we are gonna have sex some other time" I smiled teasing him "I'll record it just for you buddy" I smirked winking and left a kiss on his cheek walking away.// the next day I wake up and immediately I need to throw up so I go to my bathroom and do that shit. I get ready and remembered the number so I took it out and debated on whether to call or not. I did and she answered after a couple of rings