its just that -
i want to be independent .. i want to be busy
i want to love what i do .. i want to be ambitious .. never get tired of what i do
i want to be rich .. i want to make my family proud
i want to buy my mom a car .. i want her to be happy .. to be valued for what she is worth
i want to travel the world .. live a more than decent life
i want to teach children .. help the needy
i want to fall in love .. i want to be loved
i want to get over things .. i want to care less
i want to be PLEASANTLY surprised sometimes for a change
i want to meet new people .. feel good about meeting them
i want to be satisfied .. i want to genuinely be happy
so many things to do.. i don't know how to start .. how to go about it
please god be with me .. please guide me .. i know i can do it