I was a student here, with friends who cared for me. I'd always tease my other bestfriend to a boy that she'd look perfect with.
...That time I never knew that I would fall for that boy too.
Before I fell for him, I've been liking this other guy who actually liked me too and I was very happy about that. But we we're actually a bit shy to each other. We would only be a less shy and talk to each other at our hearts content when we're chatting in the net.
As time goes by, we grow up. I'm already a year older.. I changed, but my feelings for him never changed at all.
I have this girl seat mate who is really nice to me, and even to everyone. At our back are two guys, They always talk to each other, they sometimes don't even listen to the lecture. Even my seatmate and I are often becoming noisy and becomes a disturb to the class.
When our english teacher noticed that, she decided to let me exchange seats with the person on my back.. After that, I was seated next to this guy who is really nice to me..
We became closer and closer each day, as if like he's my brother or something. I shared my secrets with him, he also shared his. But he kept one secret, a secret that might have changed my life if I knew.
He became a supporter of me and the guy I like, He'd always tease me playfully with the guy I like. He'd play with me, Adjust himself for me, And do everything for me..
.....It seems that he likes me..
On the month of September, the school had their parents meeting. I stayed at school and waited for dad, My only friends there in the meeting are 2 girls. While we we're waiting for the actual meeting, We went inside our classrooms, Played, Wrote on the blackboard and other stuff.
When we went out the classroom, I was so glad that the guy I like was already there. I tried to make myself beautiful, prettier, so he could notice me more.
He was talking to my other friend that was walking around with me and then I heard him shouting that...
....He likes someone else.
My heart totally broke and then I ran as fast as I can then my friends followed me until the 3rd floor. I stopped there because I needed space but I can't just hold my tears. I started crying, my friends tried to comfort me.
When teachers pass by, we'd always tell them that I'm just practicing to cry because I wanted to join the theater club. They would laugh at us but gladly, they believed us.
After having some space and time, My feelings for him just suddenly disappeared, Like the wind passing by.
Days after that I realized that the one I should be liking a long time ago is...
The guy who actually cares for me, And will do anything for me..
He was there a long time ago but I was too slow to realize. He started being the guy I like, Secretly. I never wanted to tell him that I liked him. I was afraid that he might avoid me or something. I started being happy again, with him, secretly. He does crazy and cute things to me such as poking my right cheek.
The next quarter, We we're not seatmates anymore. But even though, he's still the same to me. He'd encourage me to everything positive. He always call me in the afternoon until night, he'd spend time with me.
If I shiver he would handle me his jacket and let me borrow it for the whole day. He'd comfort me, he'll still do everything for me even were a bit separated. He would still be the same. The guy who cares for me..
Time flies so fast.. Things really change a lot..
Even though it's been a long time, he never changed. He's still the one who cares for me a lot. He'd be the same, The guy I fell in love with. After lot's of times.. Things have gone harder, Other girls liked him more. But he's still the same to me, but..
....Only a few clicks then things and lives could change..
After my bestfriend told him how I feel for him, things changed. Lives changed, everything changed...
....HE changed..
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.... And then his very close friend told me that he liked me last year.. I was very slow, That secret he kept from me.. Now I'm too late..
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... And now I'm just a regular girl who loves him, I'm not the SPECIAL girl anymore..
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.... I really hate it when people change..
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..... I Hate Change...
