Kioshi's book of randomness

I know this.

I know that I shouldn't be depressed, but I am. Most of it is, I wish that Ryan's Mom would've let Ryan come to Minnesota... He asked... And she said no. I'm sad yet a little upset. I don't know what emotion I'm more of. All I know is I'm sitting in my bedroom in my chair writing this thinking why am I so damn confused about my emotions. But I do hope Ryan and everyone else has fun doing something...