Boarding school. Who even thought this would be a good idea? A thousand kids, sleeping in dorms, that aren't guarded well. Seriously guys, why even bring us here as punishment, if it feels like party central? Well, after this girl (Ember) and I got into a fight my parents got this grand idea.
Maybe I should start from the beginning.
This girl named Ember and I used to be very close, but then... she just changed, she became cold, and isolated. This year though, she came back, and she was just evil. She played pranks on me, more than she did on anyone else. She wasn't that good person I thought she was anymore, she was contolling, hypocritical, I was happy when I left. That meant leaving Haven, and Jake. My new best friends, but everyone saw it coming, the fight. One of us leaving. It just happened to be me, getting expelled that made it happen. I can't say that I regret it though, because I don't. Not at all. I still stand by all I did.
Here we go, into the story of how I was attacked by Logan Reynolds.
"Hey loser, why are you even looking at me?" well, Ember, you're kind of in my way. Not moving, now of course me being me I didn't say that. Instead the words that came out were sputtered, quiet, and shy.
"Oh.. u-uh, I w-was t-trying to get t-to cl-ass, could you.. Ma-maybe move s-so I could?" real smooth Ash. real smooth. She just laughed in my face like she always did.
"Whatever, loser." she went back to talking to her friends, laughing and giggling about some guy named Ian, and how she was totally taking him to homecoming. I remember the days when she wopuld have talked to me about something like that, I wanted to cry, and I almost crumpled on the floor until Haven came to hold me up, that's why I loved her, even with her crazy fashion, she was a 'scene' kid, the pink, purple, big hair, yeah. Ripped leggings, and puffy tutus, check, band tee? Double check. She was always there to carry me when I couldn't hold myself up, literally.
"Ashy, sweetie, you can't keep letting her get to you like that. She isn't Emi anymore, she Evi. I can't stand seeing you like this. Stand up for yourself. I know you can."
She was right, Ember wasn't my Emi, the girl that I dated, or the girl that picked me up when I skid on my first skate board, she wasn't the girl that came to my house and ate funk food, and listened to whiny music with me when I left Tristan, she is completely different, she hasn't been Emi in 3 years now... I need to get over it.
I ended up going home early, I threw up in the cafeteria when she walked by, she was so... not Emi. It was sickening, how does someone just change like that?
Jake called me asking if it was okay for him and Haven to come over, I told them yes. I needed them more than anything right now.
When the got there I was curled up in the corner, and crying. They looked at each other and the nodded. That was a bad sign, They walked over to my closet and got out a dress, it was my black dress with a shorter front, and longer back, the back was also cut out and had lace. Jake and Haven both picked me up and sat me on the bed where I just collapsed. Jake walked out and Haven began to take my school clothes off and slid my dress over my head. Then she began to put make up on me. Light foundation, eye liner (only on the outer edges of my eyes, top and bottom), light pink eye shadow, with a tinge of pale silver, then mascara, heavy. When she started to curl my straight hair I figured out what was going on. We were going to Ember's house party. How... How could she even think this was a good idea?
"No." I simply said
"Yes." she continued with my hair.
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I've never been very subtle.
