Gruesome Love CHRIS x RICKY

Beyond The Barricade

*WARNING; THIS SERIES MAY BE VERY DIFFERENT FROM MY PREVIOUS ONE. PLEASE DO NOT COMMENT ABOUT THIS I AM AWARE ABOUT THE MANY CHANGES I HAVE ADDED. THANK YOU*          (Also I was at MIW last show in their tour Beyond The Barricade!)

Chris POV~

Today was the day we set off to begin our up coming tour, Beyond The Barricade. The past few days leading up to it gave all of us such excitement, it's great to see such passion in everyone's eyes! The band, and crew behind all of our instruments and such, had all been buzzing for weeks about the new venues we're going to play in. Personally, I don't care much for the venue! As long as there is room for a pit I honestly don't give them a second thought.

 
I climbed out of my warm and comfy bed for the last time for a while and headed off to the bathroom to freshen up before I greeted everyone. I proceeded to my daily routine as if it was any normal day. I had finished everything in the bathroom, I left and went to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee and make sure I had everything packed and out of the way so I didn't need irrelevant stress.

Once finishing my coffee I ran up stairs and threw on some clothes, struggling to find any because most had been packed, I found a pair of skinny jeans and a misfits shirt. It was good enough for me! I rushed out of my bedroom and closed all the doors upstairs before charging down the stairs to my boots.  I yanked on my combat boots and done them up, which seemed to of been a challenge due to the fact the excitement had really gotten to me now, and grabbed my luggage. As I reached for the door handle a sharp horn rung my ears. It was the bus! I swung open the door and raced towards the bus, launching my belongings in the storage compartment and flying into the lounge where everyone was gathered around.

Us guys barely ever see each other when we're not touring so most of our excitement is stimulated from knowing we get to see our brothers once again and have so much time to catch up. And the best part about it is we all live pretty long distances from each other so completely different things are happening to all of us, it's good because if the conversation dies there is always something new to bring up that only one of us actually knew about.

I walked up to everyone... Everyone but Ricky? I looked around everyone but I couldn't see him anywhere. He should of been on here because I'm always the one who gets picked up last... This is strange. The bunk doors were open and I could see no one down there. I grew cautious.

"Hey uhh guys... where's Ricky at?" I said as I sat down on the sofa next to Ghost, who was next to Ryan. Josh and Vinny sat opposite to us, they didn't look very amused.

"Well" Josh mumbled whilst scratching his head "We  went to get him but he told us something big had happened in his family so he couldn't come..."

I glared at Josh as if he was pulling on my leg but everyone else had nodded to confirm this was no joke. My chest felt as if it had been punched multiple times, how could Ricky not come with? He had explained before he doesn't want anything to do with his family due to what had happened during his childhood

Was he lying?

I flung out of my seat "We're going to get him!" Everyone gazed at me in awe as I walked to tell our bus driver to head back to Ricky's place. "It's around a 45 minute drive Mr.Cerulli! We'll be late if we do." I began to raise my voice a little "I don't care just go!" I began to pace around, this isn't like Ricky. He doesn't care about his family he had told me over and over how they had hurt him and that he would be glad if something happened. Ok sure, most people could say that if they was angry at family members but they wouldn't mean it, but Ricky has always stayed true to his word.

After a drive, which seemed to have lasted forever, my concerns for Ricky had grown vigorously. We pulled up outside his drive way and I leapt out the bus and charged for his door, knocking a couple of times. Moments later Ricky opened the door and seemed pretty surprised to see me.

"Chris look I really can't com-" "No Ricky I know something is up! Please you can't do this to us, we need you." I felt bad for interrupting him but we was going to waste time if I hadn't done so. Ricky stared at the floor then looked back up to meet my eyes, holding it for a few precious moments then he began an attempt to speak. He opened his mouth but nothing came out, I grabbed his wrist. "Please... I need you with us... You must come Ricky, you must" I saw pain in his eyes but he shook it off. He turned into his hallway and grabbed his luggage and threw a bag at me "Well you can take this then can't you" He said so sarcastically. It made me smile seeing how he pulled together so quickly, he may not seem it but he is very strong. Maybe not physically... but mentally

 

 

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