Temptation ||Cowan Fanfiction||

Ch. 11 Boy Meets Choices...In Real Life

Sabrina's P.O.V (A/N surprise, p.o.v!)
To say I was worried was an understatement. What if Rowan finds out what Corey and I did?
*Flashback*
"Corey we shouldn't do this. Rowan might be ok, and then you'll have to lie to your girlfriend and my bestfriend"
I reminded Corey. He was completely broken and we though Rowan wouldn't make it. (A/N This was when Rowan was still unconscious after she had *just* tried to kill herself, and was still in the hospital) "Please, sab. I need to feel better about Rowan and...atleast I know I won't "fall in love" with you." He responded. That didn't hurt, I liked Peyton but I know Rowan would be so disappointed...but I could use some cheering up too.
"Ok". We kissed...and made out...and eventually we were inside his bedroom and the rest is history...
*Flashback Over*
Now, when Rowan asks him to be her first, he'll be awkward and she'll get suspicious and then....Then I'll lose my best friend.
Corey's P.O.V
"Hey, baby" I said to Rowan as we walked to the Starbucks near by. I decided we could just warm up with some coffee and then head to my place and watch a movie.
"Hey, mi cor-roson." Rowan responded. 'Mi corason' in spanish means 'My heart', but it also happens to have 'cor' (obvioisly) in it. So she cut it in half to say 'My corey, heart'.
I smiled and took her hand. When we reached the code shop and ordered, me and Rowan just talked and laughed and had fun. And then she asked a question that stopped my heart:
"Corey...what if I told you...that I was ready? That...I want you to be my first, as I want to be yours. It's funny, you said you get temptation when it's really, me." She breathed, chuckling at the last part. Oh no. I'm not her first...
"I'd be ecstatic but....you wouldn't be my first, rowboat" I mumbled looking down feeling ashamed. I had to tell her.
"What do you mea-?" She started but I cut her off.
"While you were in the hospital I thought I lost you. I went into depression, and one night I snuck one of my dad's alcohol bottles, drank it, git drunk and...the next day I woke up naked with sabrina next to me...I'm so sorry." I finished looking up at her. Her facial expression was blank but her eyes were watery, which scared me.
"It's ok." She whispered, her throat hoarse.
"What? Did you just say it was oka-"
"Yah, I did." She responded clearing her throat. She shook her head, smiled and looked down.
"You were drunk, you didn't mean it...it's not you I should be mad with..." she finished with a tear dripping down her face. She chuckled and wiped her tear.
"Then who..?" I asked. She got up grabbed my hand and led me to my apartment which was in walking distance. (Hence why we walked here)
When we got in Rowan, started to cry but she was still smiling. I was so confused.
"Row...." I whispered wiping her tears.
"W-was s-sab drunk too? Or did she do this to me on purpose?" She asked trying to catch her breath. I pulled her into a hug and rocked her back and forth. She broke down and sobbed into my coat.
"Shhh...shh. Row, it's okay. Sab did it for me, okay? She didn't mean it." I mumbled kissing her forehead.
"Really? You promise it meant nothing?" She asked looking at me and wiping her tears. I looked at her lips. Those lips i had not kossed in a year. She was 15 now, and I hadn't turned 18 yet....so why not? I leaned in kissed her, she kissed back.
"Nothing at all..." I moaned.
"P-please...show me she meant nothing. Show me that I mean something." She asked kissing my jaw. I looked a her and opened my mouth to give her an answer--
"Rowan...I--"
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Hi hi hi, my prettykitties, PKK here,
Yay for double updates! Ok so sorry for the cliff hanger but I don't know what you guys want yet. So is it:
#CowanSmut, or #CowanChill
I need at least 5 votes for one category to win. So if #CowanSmut gets 2 and #CowanChill get 4 I still won't update until one of them gets 5. Anyway I hope you liked this short, cutesy chapter. Isn't it sweet how Rowan wasn't even mad? #RelationshipGOALSS! Well that is it for today, don't forget to check out my new book "See In Color" a J.B Interrupted Fanfic because I will be updating that today as well, oh and stay tuned for another new book..."Shattered Glass" a Lucaya fanfic. Ok, now I'm done!
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