"Babe." Misha moans.
"Hmm?" I blink my eyes open. I look around the room and see we're in the living room.
"Its midnight wanna go to bed?"
"Oh yeah." I push off him and see I drooled on his shoulder. He sits up and then frowns at the wetness. I pull his shirt off and then kiss his lips.
"I don't wanna do get up." He chuckles with a yawn.
"Let's just sleep here." I move so I'm under neath him and he's laying on my chest this time. I grab the blanket and cover us.
"Mmm sleep." Misha smiles.
"You're very warm." I hum.
"You're a nice mattress."
"Let's go to bed mish." I whisper falling asleep. The next morning I wale up to the sound of sniffling? I see misha pacing back and fourth with tear stained cheeks. "Hey." I sit up. "What's wrong?"
"I can't get married."
"What?"
"I'm not a marriage guy I'm a charity crazy life loving guy. I don't start family's I give to family's. I can't be married that's not me."
"Its ok." I stand up and grab him. "I know its scary. Its so scary but we'll be fine love. We will kick marriage in the ass and you know what?"
"What?" He looks away.
"Were gonna eat ice cream for dinner and watch back to the future every Friday night and we can do crazy sex positions and eventually be named the best couple ever."
"Yeah?" Misha asks. I wipe a tear off his cheek.
"Its ok just pre-pre-pre wedding jitters." I smile.
"You're right.. I'm sorry."
"I love you. Ok?"
"Yeah?"
"Yeah."I nod. "Are you ok? Anything that made you freaked out in general?" I pull him to the couch.
"You were sleeping on the couch and I got up and I thought 'ok grab your clothes and leave' and then I remembered oh I'm marrying him.. And it just hit me. I'm marrying you. And were gonna live together in this huge house we both love and we will have kids and what if I'm not a good dad. I mean you and tom gets along perfectly and me and tom just finally clicked."
"Of course we will both be rusty with kids and st first our house will be huge."
"What if you leave? Or..... I leave?" His voice cracks.
"I'm never leaving and I can't stop you from leaving but-" I grab the box misha has been putting all his papers in he's written on that made him happy. "-morning kisses February 12th." I look at the back. "Jensen kissed my nose as I woke up and said 'morning I love you" before he did anything." He smiles lightly. I hand him another price of paper for him to read this time.
"T.v shows. February 18th. One of Jensen's favorite movies were on but he decided to watch my favorite show instead." I grab one.
"Last night jensen made me eggs for dinner because I was sick of pizza." I hand him the box but he shakes his head.
"I'm gonna marry you and I'm gonna marry you good." A happy tear rolls down his cheek. I laugh and pull him into a hug.
"Are you okay now?" I ask.
"Yeah.." He pulls me in tighter. "I love you so much."
"I love you too mish and whenever you feel like this tell me. I'll help or listen or whatever you need me to do. I love you a lot and no matter how bad you freak out... You'll always be my number one." I put my finger up and he giggles. Its an inside joke you wouldn't get it.
Uhm.. Have a cute picture because my past two parts have been shortm
