Not Wanted Or Loved

Drunk Again

Hailey's pov
I was up stairs when I heard my mom open up her third beer tonight she has been drinking ever since my dad had left. My mom hasn't really been herself. She been so sad that she drinks like 12 beers a day and she mopes around all day wishing for my dad to come back, but I know he is never going to come back because of what my mom did. She mopes around so much she don't even know I'm here she doesn't even take care of me

A was getting ready for bed when I thought of an idea I could sneak out, nevermind I could just walk out the Door and she wouldn't even care or notice but any ways I could run away go to an airport and get on a plane to California. I don't know I have to sleep on it

I woke up from my alarm clock telling me to wake up for school I got up and got dressed which included
~black leggings
~purple shirt
~Adidas jacket
~black vans

After I got dressed I did my makeup and I curled my hair. After that I went downstairs and got some cereal and quickly ate it hoping my mom wouldn't wake up. After I was done eating I went back to my room and grabbed my backpack and started walking to school

~At school~
I quickly ran to my locker to grab my books and get to science but as I got to my locker it was to late someone was standing in front of by locker. It was my bully Bradley and almost all of the cheerleading squad. You see Bradley is the most popular guy in school and he is a player he has probably fucked every single girl on the cheerleading squad already yeah he is a player and his is a major ass to all the people who aren't popular. "hey what's up hoe" he said and I just responded "how can I be a hoe if I'm still a Virgin I'm not a player like you who sleeps with a different girl every week."nice comeback Emma but I have to go now so bye" Then one of the cheerleaders came up to me "leave him alone bitch because if you don't I will make your life a living hell. The she turned around and started walking away.

I was in science thinking about my idea."Mrs.Thompson would you like to stop staring into space and pay attention. Yeah sorry Mrs.Fox I was just thinking. It's fine just don't do it again

After a few more hours school was finally over and I started walking home. When I got home I opened the door then all of a sudden I heard something break from my mom's room. I ran to my mom's room and found her laying on the floor it looked like she was dead so I started screaming and tan to go get my phone to call 911

After 5 minutes the ambulance showed up and got my mom of the floor and in the ambulance. I rode with them to the hospital. They took her in and had her in a room and they told me to wait in the waiting room

After a while the doctor came out and told me I could go see my mom I walked to her room and opened the door she was sleeping I walked over to her and took her hand. "mom please don't let go don't do this to me please you can't leave me alone. Then I started crying,and I heard a sound I didn't want to hear. The doctors came running and told me to go to the waiting room I was siting there crying. My mom's dead she flatlined. Although my mom wasn't there when I needed her I still loved her. Then a doctor came out and told me that my mom had died they tried everything they could to save her but it didn't work. The I got a mixture of sad and mad emotions and I just ran out of the hospital and ran home. I went up to my room and packed all my clothes and some of my belongings and and ran out of the house and started walking to my mom's car and I drove to the airport and I bought a ticket to California.