Apologize

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As Marcel was tending to my wounds I couldn't help but repeat "how" over and over again in my head. "We need to take you to a hospital Louis." "I don't need to go to no damn hospital." I murmured pulling my hands away.

Harry's POV

I got up and went to the shower I turned on the water and started to sing... "In still alive but I'm barely breathing, just prayed to a god that I don't believe in. Cause I've got time while he's got freedom, cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even..." I hesitated "His best days will be some of my worst, he finally met a man that'll put him first. While inside awake he's no trouble sleeping cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no! And what am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you and what am supposed to say when I'm all chocked up and your okay..." I was interrupted by a knocking at the bathroom door "Hazza?" Niall said sweetly behind the door. "Yeah Niall." "Is everything alright?" "Yeah..." I said looking down at the pool of blood underneath me "Can I come in?" "Uhm I... the doors locked. Can't you wait till I'm done?" I heard Niall walk back to the bedroom and sit down. I finished up washing the bloody water down the drain and rinsing my shaving blade off and putting it back on my razor. I wrapped the towel around my waist and holding my black t shirt to my wrist trying to stop the bleeding before Niall can see. I walked out of the bathroom and into the bedroom, luckily Niall was asleep and I could bandage my arm and put his sweatshirt on. "You do realize its snowing outside don't you?" I jumped as Niall woke up "Oh uh no why?" "It'll be a little cold for just a sweatshirt don't you think?" "Oh I was just gonna stay inside anyhow." Snow reminded me of Louis, it was snowing on our first date. I cuddled with him to stay warm while we watched monsters inc. for the first time in our relationship. "Hazza are you okay." "Oh, yeah." I wiped my nose and sat on the sofa. Niall left for work after making sure I was okay for the 50th time. I heard singing outside of my window it was a familiar soft perfect voice "Settle down with me, cover me up, cuddle me in. Lie down with me and... hold me in your arms. And your hearts against my chest your lips pressed to my neck, I've fallen for your eyes but they dorm know me yet. And with this feeling I'll forget I'm in love now. Kiss me like you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved. This feels like falling in love, falling in love, we're falling in love." "But we're not falling in love we've fallen in love and now were falling out of it." I closed my window and left him there in the cold winter snow. I heard a slight yelp and ran outside, all I could see was blood, blood everywhere. I wrapped Louis up in a blanket and brought him inside I tended to his wounds and set him on the couch. I heard him move around so I went in the kitchen and heated up some tea. When he sag up I handed the cup to him, he cupped it in his hands to keep them warm. "Thank you." he murdered. I nodded to say your welcome. "Why Louis?" "The same reason WHY you do it Hazz." Hazz he hadn't called me that in a while, he started to cry and I held him in my arms, like he had sang for me to do. "Shh boo. Shh. It's not your fault." "Yes it is, I shouldn't have fallen for him. Why cant we rewind time?" "Rewinding time won't do you good, I'll never forget." "I'm sorry Hazz." I turned my head so he couldn't see me cry "So sorry..."

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