☹ life is like a bandaid ☹ it sucks ☹

March 12, 2016

Dear diary,
                     Life most certainly is a wound. A gash. A pit of death. Especially in middle school. You think it's all fine and dandy at first. You meet people. Make friends.
That's how it was at first, let me give you a quick run through.
• first day made a few friends
• after a while, made some more
• got a boyfriend
• told him the truth that I was bisexual
• we broke up
• bestfriend dated him
• I asked her out as a joke when their relationship got rocky
• She told him she was bisexual
•He broke up with her
•I started to date her
•The guys became depressed and angry that he let her go and said she was wonderful and beautiful
• She broke up with me
• She said I forced her into it
• I became super depressed (still am)
• Got a new boyfriend out of depression
• found out recently, I don't love him
• The girl is still on my mind everyday and I wish I knew what happened so I could fix it
• Only thing that keeps me going is that I know I have only 2 years left