nothing personal

no one said it was going to be easy

hi my names lauren. hate the name but have to live with it. i have 4 best best friends krystal,ana,jenny and amy. we all go to the same school but were not in the same class. last year my granny died from a sickness I felt like i was dead inside but my friends helped me get over it. we do everything together we pick out cloths and do eachothers makeup.

 in school since were not in the same class we dont talk to eachother so its sad but again nothing we can do about it. we have had boyfriends we have had sad moments happy moments but everthing happens for a reason thats really my saying cause its true. we are born to make a diffrence we die because we have compleated our mission of life.

 to me life is scary i walk into school and i walk through the dubble doors and i feel like everyone is staring at me. then i see krystal jenny ana and amy and i dont care anymore. why? why does life have to be so scary ill tell you why its just one word. its called truth. the truth hurts like hell it can be good it can be bad it can be in the middle but its truth. it will stick forever. to me forever is a long fucking time infinity oh god even the thaught of it scares the fuck out of me but its funny how one word can make me upset isnt it. calling someone names isnt going to get you anywhere in life to be honest but.............

                                                         but no one said it was going to be easy~lauren