How it all started

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(Above is a picture of Amber and a video mostly about how she felt about Josh)
I walked up the ramp with a heavy feeling in my heart, I just couldn't forget what happened the night before.
His words kept running through my head "I did love you" "I don't care if you talk to me or not after this." If it's not obvious my boyfriend broke up with me OVER TEXT. Sure we fought and all but I never thought he would actually break up with me. He is my entire world now I guess he just doesn't want to be apart of that world anymore.
My name is Amber and I'm 17. My ex's name is Josh and he is 18. But anyway I didn't want to go to school today but I have to so I decided to act happy. I didn't expect my friends to be so happy though, not that that's a bad thing it's just they were happy that I wasn't sad. Which made me start to wonder am I a burden on them? Yes.
They didn't have to say it their faces showed it, so I decided to fake being happy instead of telling them the truth. But I need their help cause I don't have anyone else. Maybe I am just too much for anyone to handle.
My dad isn't my biological father and my mom will just say I told you you were to young to date. So I need my friends to help me get through this especially because I could or couldn't do something today. I don't want to be like this again.

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