It's the feeling that you get when you just don't know how you should feel,
Or if the smile you are wearing us real,
It's the impending realization that you will soon be found out,
Your cuts, your scars, your privately fought wars,
The trears that you shed last night...
As was that nightly fight, your most hated fear,
Your internal damnation,
Your passion, your friend..a razor blade end that you keep hidden away in a secret lockbox,
Lounge the one that holds all hope if a normal life,
Your hopes that maybe one day,
You get on your knees and pray,
Someday,
Your parents tell you that it's just a thought, a faze, a mindless craze just a childhood maze,
Your end of day's.
As you falter thru your day wondering if you'll make it thru,
All the eyes staring past you,
They never look into your eyes, such despise,
cowards that they are,
Oh, the hurt that you feel because you know the truth,
It's been this way since your youth,
A lier, a thief, a barbie, a coward, a bully, a killer...themselves,
Staring at you blindly like they are innocent lambs...parents,
They look at you dumb lambs that they are,
And your the wolf they ate going to slaughter,
Their son, their daughter,
Keeping you at a safe distance,
Locked in your self made doom,
Your room..
Your parents are praying that their demon seed child would somehow make it through,
While at the same time laughing and throwing you into the fire,
The hate they see when looking in the morning mirror...their reflection,
As you open your prison bedroom door,
You come out ready for a day filed with despise and so many lies with a smile. ....
A forever mythical journey. ..
YOUR PERSONAL GREEN MILE.
Adalaine Marie Skyye
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