Meeting Austin Mahone (Austin mahone story)

Chapter 16

todays the day that bianca julie alex and austin leave to go to miami. I Finally convinced them that my parents told me that i couldn't go. I could go... that's if i wanted to though. Sure, it would be fun and all but I know that it just isn't going to go well. I have different feelings then Austin then the feelings that he has for me and i know that. I know that because he has been spotted a lot with his dance teacher Sammy ofcourse he denyed that anything was going on between them but if he felt the same way then he wouldn't be with her at all. Anyway, back to the trip, bianca and julie have to come back a little bit early because we have a shoot but there still going.

Right now im driving over to Julies house to say goodbye to them.

"Amy, are you sure that your parents won't let you go? i don't know it just really doesn't seem like them to say no like that." bianca said.

"yeah i know but we have a lot going on right know with everyone going back to school and stuff and there's just to much happeneing and me leaving would just make everything harder soo.." i lied. well not really everyone is going back to school and we do have a lot going on but i never really did ask my parents if I could go.

"aww yeah, well we are going to miss you soo much!" julie said.

"aww im going to miss you guys too!' i said.

"group hug!!" Bianca screamed.

"hey guys! sorry to ruin your little moment here." Austin said pulling up Julie's drive way in his red range rover.

"haha it's okay we were just saying goodbye." i said.

'well in that case.." austin said looking at alex before they both ran up to me and gave me a huge hug. Soon julie and Bianca joined in too.

"um guys... i love you all and stuff but i kind of can't breathe right now." i said.

"hahaha oops sorry am" alex said as they all stopped hugging me.

"well we better get going" Austin said.

"yeah" they all said.

"bye guys have soo much fun! i'll miss you text me!"

"bye amy love you" they all answered me as they pulled out of the driveway and started driving down the street till the car was no longer in my view.

instead of going home i decided to take a drive to clear my head.

***Austin's point of view***

"I still can't believe she's not coming" i said i was so sure that my plan was going to work and now i have no idea what i am going to do to show her how i feel about her.

"yeah i know i still kind of can't believe that her parents said no that doesn't sound like them" julie said.

just then julie's phone started ringing so i turned down the radio as she said "it's amy's mom" sounding confused.

"hi is everything okay?" julie asked.

"put it on speaker" i told Julie as i got nervous as to why amy's mom would be calling.

"i'm not sure julie i hope so. are you with amy right now? she's not answering her phone." amy's moms voice said throughout the car. 

"um no. amy came over to say goodbye but then we left and she said she was going home."

"to say goodbye? where are you going?" amy's mom asked.

what?! amys mom doesn't know that julies is leaveing that means that Amy never asked if she could go. Why would Amy do that? did she really not want to go that bad that she lied to us?

"wait Amy didn't ask you if she could go to Miami with us?" julie asked.

"no she never did." Amy's mom said. "listen i know that this is all weird and all that Amy didn't ask to go and i don't know why she didn't but right now i'm more worried about where she is.. so do you have any idea?"

"no i don't i mean she told me she was going home after so i have no idea where she would have gone." julie said.

where could Amy be? is she upset? is she okay? please god i hope she's is okay.

"i'm going to call Amy and see if she's answers if she doesn't then we will turn around and go look for her. i'm sure everything is okay! i'll call you if we hear from her" julie reasured Amy's mom.

"okay thank you so much julie." she said hanging up the phone.

thats when i started freaking out

"WHERE THE HELL COULD SHE BE? SHE SAID SHE WASN'T ALLOWED TO GO! whatever i don't even care about that right now all i care about is that she is okay. but i don't understand wh yshe wouldn't just go home.."

"AUSTIN! shut up okay?! we are al worryed about Amy but you panicing is not really helping!" bianca screamed.

"i'm calling her" 

ring...ring....rrriiinnngggg.....ring "hello..?"

oh thank god i thought while taking a deap breath.

"Amy where the hell are you and why are you not answering your phone?!" julied asked.

"i'm sorry i know my mom probably called you i only just saw my phone now when you were calling and i saw all of her calls. I will call her after this..." amy said sounding upset.

"amy what's wrong? why did you lie about asking to come with us?" 

"i dont know i mean it was just all too much.. i can't really deal with that right now. but you guys go have fun.. i'll be here when you get back." and with that she hung up.

"what do we do now?" bianca asked.

we all just looked around at each other not knowing what to say. 

"we shouldn't go.." Julie finally said " but you guys should" she said pointing to me and alex.

"no" alex and i both said "we shouldn't"

"but we can't let Amy know that we didn't go"  I said.

***Amy's point of view***

After calling my mom and explaining everything to her from why i didn't answer my phone to why i didn't tell her about my Miami i decieded to start my journey home. Even though i had no idea where i was. i was on the side of some high way and the reason was that while i was driving i found myself crying well more like sobbing. After reading plenty of books and seeing movies where someone gets in a car accident because they were crying or not paying attention and they died or got seriously hurt or lost there memory, i began to freak out and pulled over. Which is probably a good thing. 

The reason that i missed all the calls and texts was that i was thinking about everything. about how crazy my life has been lately and how i haven't really been a normal teenager lately. Then i thought about Austin, how crazy is life is. how he NEVER gets to be a normal teenager. Yeah, i mean it's what he wanted but that doesn't mean its not hard. I honestly should have gone to Miami it was stupid of me not to. I needed to have fun and i'm sure Austin just wanted a break for a while, which is totaly understandable. 

Maybe it's a good thing that it didn't work out between me and Austin cause honestly i don't know if i could deal with his life. It's amazing what he does, and it makes him even more amazing for dealing with it. ofcourse i still have feelings for him, truthfully, i don't thing that they will ever go away but i know i'm lucky to have him as a friend and if he's happy so am I.

that's why i needed that drive i needed to clear my head. everything has been so crazy lately i just need a break.

text message to Julie "i'm home everythings fine i promise, i needed to clear my head. ya know? i think i'm finally getting over what has been upsetting me. i'm sorry i lied about the whole miami thing truethfully i wish i was going but it's okay have an amazing time i will exlpain it ALL when you get back.."